ZOFFAN, SI, zombie

its has been a while i put ZOFFAN as my status for fb as well as gtalk. and ppl kept asking me wut ZOFFAN is all about? act, i love to use this word long2 tyme ago. at the beginning when i noe zoffan tu ape. in shorts, sejak form 5 slps terjumpa this word dlm buku sejarah. zoffan tu maksd die dasar berkecuali. so whenever sy rse mahu hidup dlm dunia saya sahaja tnpa gangguan mane2 pihak, i will put mode: ZOFFAN! bukan sy taknk org ganggu jek, tp it seems like word tu bg border kat saye utk buat mnde len. spnjg 4 hari ni, mmg sy tak layan fb (unless kalo ade nk wish kat sumeone for their final exam ONLY), x tulis blog, x chat ngn org (layan kalo mnde tu penting je), the rest mmg sy tumpukan pd kerja yg sy buat.

hee, ape yg sy buat act? sy telah pulun buat draft tuk report final year project. smlm tido2 ayam je, pastu g kls FACI pg ni dgn blur2. i try my best utk fokus dlm kls. tp terasa otak lmbt gle utk pick up. mcm hapee jek! that's my weakness bl x cukup tido. hidup sgt tak terurus bl dlm keadaan mcm ni. mcm zombie pon ade.wheee. itulah life final year final sem babe! nice gle~

owh yer, my name was included for PETRONAS SI (2nd batch). tp kategor 'waiting list'. huh, mse mlm briefing tu dh konfirm2 nama ktorg tak kan naek tuk interview kali ni. dan honestly sy mmg xnk lg la intervw sbb serius mmg mentally not prepared. so, skrg kata putus diberi kami yg dlm waiting list ni akan SI after final exam (which i prefer most!)

tapi kannnn, pagi td around 9.30 la i got a call from akak HR, asking me for SI at 10am! huh, mcm nk putus urat seketika. gle ke ape ingat sy ni robot eh? i was given 3o mins to prepare sume mnde. dh la baju x iron lg. kasut xde lgi. all docs pon x susun lgi. even borang utk employee tu pon x fill in lg. tertimbus dgn my FYP paper work. mmg sy terkaku seketika kot td. then finally i call her back btaw i cant make it today dgn alasan bla...bla..act, sy takut jugak in case sy buat wrong decision pagi td. yela kot2 my decision may affect their impression towards me. tp logik la sikit. daripada sy pegi dgn otak blank sdgkan interview ni adelah percaturan mase depan sy. pergi ke tak? haa, think wisely dude!~

at the end, sy rse ape yg saye buat tu mmg betul sbb ape yg sy perlu yakin satu je..

hati manusia ni Allah yg pegang. walaupon dieorg yg buat keputusan utk amik sy berkerja or tak, the decision tu act comes from Allah. Allah yg gerakkan hati mereka. so, ape nk takut? Allah kan ade. jgn berputus asa dr rahmat Allah dan yg penting, just do ur best all the way!~

i think i should stop for now. later cont. btw, mayb my turn for SI adelah esok. aish, tula nasib org dlm waiting list ni. standby all the time. dh ler 3 4 ari lps life mcm zombie. rse nk je mlm ni lepak2 layan muvie kejap. sekali kena prepare utk SI lak...huh, nk makan ice-cream r cani ^__^