i love i care

hidup perlu terus...

dan langkah perlu terus...

impian juga perlu terus

semuanya perlu terus...

esok ade paper OM. semalam mimpi hantu. eei, xbace doa ni. kantoi. or myb sblm tido smlm merapu2 ngn rumet, berbicara psl mase depan. ceeet..hehe. tp, ok gak mimpi hantu, bangun pagi ni dgn rase bersemangat nk study.huh, xtahu di mane interrelationnye. kihkih. :)

bape ari lagi? how many days left? singkatnye mase. UTP, selamat tinggal. T__T

berat sungguh hati nk tinggalkan semua. bilik..org2 tepi bilik ni. adek comey saye yg balik rumah die arini. dan semuanya. sempat ker nk tunaikan hajat2 terakhir di UTP ni?sempatkah???

bila berbicara psl mase, begitulah situasi nye.

i just closed my eyes when all those feelings come cross and try to forget semuanya. mungkin saye bukan jenis yg show off how do i feel, bukan jenis yg tunjukkan secara nyata bila sy sayang ssorg, bukan jenis tayang feeling bl menghargai ssorg sehingga mereka x sedar betapa mereka sgt bermakna buat saya. T__T

betul lah kata2 kawan baek saya dulu dlm surat akhir b4 ktorg tinggalkan zaman skolah menengah dl.

" tkah, pls shows to others how u love them, how u appreciate them.."

Raja, sampai skrg ak tak pandai nk tunjukkan semua tu. wut should i do?

sometimes, i love to keep in silent..buat dunno je mcm xde perasaan. ignore je rumet kat sblh. smpai die selalu confius is she did mistake. nope dear, u x buat silap, i jek yg choose to be silent sbb bl diam ni byk mnde yg berlaku..utk dipikirkan

saye mmg sukar utk difahami...hehe

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"spring summer fall in winter dreams

those are shinning like a star....

i remember when we were angels

when we dreamed about us

all my days were happy

just like a snowy Christmas

i wish i'd have them always

every step i make writes a story

it is full of the heart

feeling love of my life

and missing friends of my time

i wish i'd have them all... "

p/s: sory rumet x kejut u bukak puasa n x masak spagetti utk u smlm. haha...