Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Last day Sem July 09

hari ni hari last utk semester July 2009. mest ucap Alhamdulillah sbb paper Polymer berakhir dgn jayanye. Aamin. insyaAllah. sepatutnye, ade gmbr kelas arini. huh, smlm punye la pakat nak pakai baju raye. alih2 bape kerat jek yg pakai. xpe2..dimaafkanlah sbb da nk raye haji kan. HAHA. fhm2, kalian buzy nk study utk final, saye jek yg ade mse utk men2 ni. hehe. kidding Ok?
well, kecewa sbb tak semua watak wujud dlm gmbr kelas ni :(

TAPI...Dr. Faiz ader...whee, sape yg xtermasuk tu jgn ler jeles ok. sape soh balik awl2 sgt. nnt next 15 year, ley r korang tayang gmbr2 mcm ni kat anak2. tunjuk zaman muda2 before jdik CEO kan. bajet nk jdik CEO next 15 years.hehe..impian kena pasang selalu taw.


lps tu lak, ktorg wat acara photoshot. saye pon x tahu kenapa mst ade mnde2 cani bila pompuan jumpa camera. agak2 kalo laki, dieorg pon posing sengal mcm ni gak ker?? *musykil*


muka hepy xbley blah lps abis paper ni. mcm esok dh nak kawen jek. huh~

okey, abis cter psl polymer. td bgun pgi2, saye check inbox. hee, azreen kaci kad ni. suker2. ceh, mentang2 kami terpisah antara vilage, so emel la penghubung. acece. xyah rase annoying sbb ini reality. when ur bestfriend dok jauh, maka bila u mls nk sms or bergayut even chatting kat GtaLK, haa, emel ader!!! make use of it. senang abis cter. nway, saye bukan jenis yg suke calling org +++ membls or menghntar sms. xde sense of romantik langsung, bak kate rumet. T___T owh dan jugak, rumet jugak kater, jenis susah syg org~ (grrrrrrrrrr..)

from azreen <3

td, saye rajen scroll bace my previous post yg setahun lebey umurnye. i used to wrote it mse 2008, mse jf SU1 convofair. HAHA. funny gle. sume post ley kater ngadu tension busy xley study. haha. pastu buzy. Busy. BuSy.bUSy...as a bee. pastu ade la jugak terselit kenangan2 sah2 buat sayer terharu, pstu sedey sorang2 (sbb rumet dh balik). hurm, life must go on aite. i still remember ape yg my best housemate, Syahed ckp before die balik...;)
p/s: Syahed, i think u noe what i mean here eh. i nk tulis tp, nnt jd mnde len lak. secret2. xoxo

okey, done with this post. i need to pack my stuff, sbb kol 10.30 nek bas. keta, mak x kc bwe balik. and forsure i will miss my car. HAHA. balik x lame pon. paling lame around 11 days. plg LAMA ok :) tapi x janji plak kot2 bile di rumah len cte jdinye. HEHE

kenapa awk suke rumah awak???
sbb die best!~

hepy holiday dear,

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

last paper

esok...last paper. Advance Polymer & Composite
may Allah bless me and friends
aamin.


i like this...snap mse bosan2 study ptg td..sape nk, amiklah :)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

tell me to be strong

when i need you || when u tell me you love me

pagi2 mse study dgr lagu ni. seolah2 mengingati semua yg br lps berlaku.
its so much much PAIN to remember all of these silly things.
but yet, saye msih mengingatinye walaupon tidak mahu utk kembali
kerana DIA, i'm not afraid for being alone.
i choose utk tidak kembali walau pon utk seketika
tp hati ttp terusik T___T

Tell me to be strong!!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

FYP & goodbye friends


alhamdulillah, DONE with FYP1 presentation. lega sgt^2juta.HAHA. ok, mr FYP, i will leave u for a while. anggaplah kt tak pernah kenal dan x pernah bertemu utk tempoh mase sementara ni. pls and pls bg sye rase bebas seketika. huh. have 2 more papers to go. tp ader 1 paper ni dh buat saye rase down seketika. WHY ah, ttb dikejutkan dgn berita sebegini. kisah x pernh sudah (pinjam tajuk blog sifu Oyama jap) +____+

ingatkan lps present FYP, ley r rase nk study dgn aman kejap. ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini. tu la org ckp, berjuang mane kenal erti penat lelah. mom alwys used to tell me this thing. mom alwys ingatkan saye psl ni. mom selalu ckp bila dh final year, i must lg energetic utk belajar, bukan semangat turun down mcm hape ntah. mom, i hope u'r rite. hope sgt2. i think i more energetic tgk org daa grad kot. HAHAHA. ok ok, 1 sem to go. sem penentu utk sebuah mimpi. cheeeeh~

i love this pict so much :)

owh td, lps present FYP, sepatutnye i janji nk makan ngn rumet syg dan Akmal ngn Sadiq. lunch last. tp sumehow, Pn. Ainul ajak lunch same. so then, i terima la pelawaan die. ok, i tahu balik bilik mst rumet bising. sian rumet kebulur sorang2 kat bilik. same goes to my dear akmal n sadiq. dieorg punyer la tunggu saye lps present utk makan same. adoiilaaa. i'm sorry guys~
so td, saye still spend tyme utk rumet, akmal n sadiq. just tgk2 dieorg makan. yeah, pretty sure that i'll MISS that moment. mmg rase kosong sikit skrg ni. akmal dh nk smbung tmpat len. sape sangka he decide to go sumewhere else. sadiq plak: intern. once die balik intern, saye dh grad. seems so dh xde peluang utk berjumpa except during our graduation days on 26 september 2010.

YES, its hard to say goodbye, to say sayonara, to wave hand and give last sweet smile to those yg u all rase rapat sgt2. but then, that's a fact. something yg xsuke tapi kena terima. instead of these juniors, saye tetap rase kehilangan when some of friends yg dh grad. should i mention their name here? haha...Syahed (my housemate), Oyama ( a good sifu & friend), Naim(partner utk discuss), my housemates (Jan05), Che Yah (junior-intern), and more and more. muka2 familiar yg dh nk berangkat pergi meninggalkan UTP next sem. T___T

pesal saye cam emo ni...tsk, tsk. ni x nk berpisah ngn kwn2 yg satu sem lgi. waa, haru la next sem. xmo2 nangis. pls, air mata, pls jgn malukan saye.huhu. last i can say, saye akan rindu korang sume walaupon korang x terpk pon utk rindu saye. HAHA. nvr mind. THE END


p/s: thanks Akmal for that wonderful present. doakan smg akak terbukak hati nk pakai one day n x revert balik. aamin

lots of

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

skor A


bosan jap study,ehehe..so mate meliar cr mnde len. tenet lah ape lagi. erm, btw, saye baru taw kalo org ckp ley skor means ley dpt A. HAHAHA. laaa, mcmtu ke. tinggal 1 sem b4 grad br ku tahu istilah ni. cehhh..dan nk la gugle cr huruf A konon, acece, pstu terjumpa mnde ni. Movie A Walk To Remember. sumpah i TAK pnh tgk lg cte ni walaupon ramai dh cte kat saye cte ni best. betolkah? any1 nk recommend lagi kat saye? sila bg sinopsisnye sekali eh :)

A walk to remember: hidup saye pon dh walk to remember kot. ceh, poyo lagiks. btollah. so many thing happen dl dan skrg. pnh kenangan warne wani. yg itam pon ade jugak. T_T. yg itam tu biarkan jd shadow, wuuuu ngerinye. kaco malam2. dah2 saye xnk merepek. well, my life is like a nice path for me to walk in a future. ade breeze, ade birdie hehe...ade flowers..haaa, tang mane dh melalut. but this rafiqah is still looking for a rafiQ yg sesuai to be her friend all the way:)

p/s: erk, ape kaitan walk to remember ngn cter skor A saye td?? aigoooo +__+

Monday, November 16, 2009

Bangga utk SCIPP


Alhamdulillah, done with Malaysian Studies. MPW2133 :)
2 papers to go..

Failure Analysis & NDE || Advance Composite Polymer

walaupon 2 papers ni gap nye almost 1 week but then i have Final Year Project Presentation this Friday -__-" . slide habuk xde lagi +++ abstract for my report. haa, mahu berusaha, but 1st of all i would like to SAY MILLION THANKS to my sayang Syahed, for being my English teacher hehe. jasamu ku kenang selamanya. i heart u dear >.<

okey. Done. mcm2 cerita i heard about my SCIPP. Science Pasir Puteh. ttb bangun tido ptg td, i felt proud. yeahhh...sebelom ni xde perasaan pon psl ni. adei. teruk kan. i dun have any copies picts of my school here. zaman dl sume amik gmbr men antar kedai, pastu siapla satu album. i just have these with me. ni pon sebab rajen scan aritu. HAHA. a long journey back 6 years.

last nite at scipp after we left it with thousand of memories. rindunye dan sedey T__T

ni lak tyme dnner prefect kat Hotel Ansar rasenye. i dh lupe

btw, saye bukan nk ngimbau ape2 kenangan kat sini. since i want to make it short (ceh, last2 pnjg la tulis)...some people did achieve 'something' excellent some where. well, understood dak2 sekolah len pon achieve jugak. hehe. takpela i nk bangga dgn skolah sendiri kali ni xsalah rasenye. hopefully these encouraged us to do well in life after this. looking forward for next person utk jd ternama seperti ni. insyaAllah.

ref (Sensei Rozi: Mohamad Rozi, Melayu Pertama Felo International Presedential CSU, USA)

ref(Aina Suzaily : Juara Penyampai Ikon RTM 2009)

ref(Kapten Dr. Hamidah Mohd Salleh dan suami Kapten Dr. Nor Amir Zakuan Panizan: mahu beri khidmat terbaik di Sahara Barat)

guys, CONGRATE... u did well in ur life so far. saye??? haa, masih queue utk jadi graduan terbaik Uni. Teknologi PETRONAS next year. InsyaAllah. x salah menyimpan impiankan??? hehe. just do ur best with great effort and tawakkal. ok?

with

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Malaysian Studies



" Allah bg pinjam supaya kt rase seronok..."

saya akan ingat sampai bila2 ayat ni. even simple tp ia terlalu meaningful, mengajar kt spy tidak bangga, riak dan sedar bahawa ape yg kt dpt ni sbnrnye milik Allah SWT. milikNya semua. terima kasih Ya Allah atas perasaan gembira ini..moga mndpt kemenangan. aamin.

mari2 bace Msian Studies. waaa....my best bed time story nih. base sejarah. terbayang tyme muda2 dl kat SCIPP, Papa Ya ajor kat depan, saye leka buat hal sendiri.HAHAHA

mse form 4;
deskmate saye FAE. so selalu tgk die buat kad2 yg cumel smpai saye terikut sekali. pastu kena tegur ngn Papa Ya, " tikah, simpan dl kad tu. buat karang mse prep eh "...hehe =_='
" tp saye ngntuk cikgu dgr jek..." Papa Ya sengih. saye smbung wat kad. last2 Papa Ya amik dr tngn saye, then soh letak bwh meja. hukhuk

form 5;
ni tido dlm kls, x pon men2 gado pembaris ngn Zati. mmg x bg attention langsung. Sejarah, subject utk tido. menarek utk mimpi indah. hehe. kalo boley nk je berharap mimpi jumpa Parameswara tak pon jumpa puteri Hang Li Po. mintak dieorg cite ape yg berlaku time tu. surely akan ingat sampai mati. :)


dah2 melalut. itu cerita kenangan 5 & 6 tahun yg lalu. SEJARAH jugak! ni act nk bagi mata terbukak balik utk teruskan pengembaraan menjelajah Malaysia membuat Policy...National Policy of Science & Technology. JOM!~

Friday, November 13, 2009

r u ok tikah?

tak tahu perlu ditulis ke tak dlm blog...tp bila dipikirkan one day mest saye mahu mengingat balik ape yg pernh berlaku di final year ni.heh, modal same jek ayat. STANDARD!~ pagi td, saye pngsan. tnpa sedar dlm perjalanan nk g ke toilet. mse tu awal pg sgt. so xde org. saye tak tahu mcm mane saye ley jatuh. sedar2 dh kat bawah dan terasa sakit kat siku ngn lutut.T___T mmg mse mula2 bngun tido tu terasa terhuyung hayang gak. tp disebabkan dh terlmbat, saye bgun jugak. itu trauma yg pasti. alhmdulillah, x jatuh kat tandas. nauzubillah. x dpt nk bayangkan camne nnt. dh la pgi td ade 1st paper.syukur sgt2 xde ape2.

bl cter kat member, saye myb kurang darah. so kena makan hati byk2. bukan "makan hati" ok.HAHA. bgai maraton 1km td nk abiskan hati ayam. tak suker2...seyes...T__T

p/s: along, if u used to read my blog, pls dont tell mak yer. dont want to make her worry

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Exam: Jihad!

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Maha Pengasih...
EXAM: seolah pergi berjihad dan sebolehnya niatkan ia betul2 berjihad di jalan Allah
maka, itu akan menjd satu ibadah, insyaAllah.
semoga Allah meluruskan jalan yg berliku, dipermudahkan segalanya.
Just do ur best all the way...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Exam...hati perlu kuat

Ya Allah,
ketika saye rase saye sgt lemah sebegini,
saya betul2 perlu kehadiranMU
kerana saye tahu saye cukup tak kuat utk berdiri seorangan
hati : tlglah kuat dan tabah!!~

Monday, November 09, 2009

Masa itu bukan milik kamu

itu jam saya...tak tahu kali keberapa saya letak jam ni dlm blog.ahaha. xde motip kot sblm2 ni. tp kali ni ade motip sikit. alhamdulillah, lega sgt2. Allah bg petunjuk...syukur, mahu saje buat sujud syukur. itulah manusia, sukar utk dipercayai, terlalu sukar. nasib bek saye pon play safe jugak. jgn percaya tikah. awk boley play safe, why not me kan? bagusnye die. di depan saye pijak semut, semut pnjg umur, tp blkg saye gajah pon lari takutkan die. ape kes manusia begitu. saye msih ingat pnjg lebar ape yg die ceritakan pd saye. mungkin ade sume kot, WHY, HOW, WHEN, WHERE..bla..bla..tp saye x ksh. x terasa pon, malah gembira. sekali lgi, Alhamdulillah.

sesungguhnya, saye rase bertuah sbb tak pernh menunggu saper2. so that, xdelah jarum jam milik saye nk sekaku seperti gmbr yg saye snap tu. HAHAHA. mase, biarkan berputar. x perlu balik kpd asal sbb x de guna. btol tak?

sayangi dirimu wahai cinta

Saturday, November 07, 2009

PCS 21 in memories

credit to Liza for this nice pict..huhu.. Dr. Zulqarnain Abu Bakar

finally it comes to THE END...kelas ni mmg best, walaupon akan rse a bit tense bila tiba mse presentation. 1 thing yg saye learnt dr kls ni, " avoid use Ladies & Gentleman"..guna bila perlu but we seldom use that phrase actually. terima kasih cikgu. kelas ni mmg syiok, sempoi. HAHAHA. kenal2 adek2 junior tp syg at the very2 last day, btg idung dieorg xde. T___T
sedeynye but its ok. cume saye xde gmbr bersama kamu. just Dayang ngn Nina jek yg ade aritu. yg len...dunno????

but then, it doesnt matter wif me k. we still can see each other for our last semester. next sem!!!
hehe, nway, just some picts for some memories..keep it close to ur

credit to Liza Omar for this pict :)

i did love edit2 jd cam gmbr zaman lama2...zaman Jepun :P

^____~

when they smile...

edit in another version...pinky velvet style :)
(ltk nama sndiri, HAHA)

old skool again +__+

when they walk and left all the memories behind...

sayonara, c you in other time