Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i'm happy yet i'm so sad...

perasaan bercampur2 jek..dunno y lately dlm hati mcm2 happen..ribut taufan,gelora++++
(adakah ni jiwa mrk yg bekerjaya..hehe)??????
yes, i'm so happy ngn life. so far, mmg seronok r kerja.cume xde transport agie.(kena tunggu dlm seminggu due agie), then kena bergantung kat org...tu part yg x bpe best. tp x pelah..sedar hidup ni menumpang. menumpang di bumi Allah...=)
ape2 pon, kate2 ayah tempoh hari mnjadi penguat utk hati ni..aja2 fighting!!!~

alhamdulillah, dpt SV yg sgt best.syukur sgt2..currently, my SV xde, so saye kena gnti die kat site..ader technician under dier, tp technician tu btau yg dier mmg x tahu psl BOILER, sbb b4 this die jager plant yg xde BOILER, thus...die x tahu sgt. n at the same time, memandangkan my project base on that BOLIER, so sayer pon mmg tgh work out psl mnde tu..(bertungkus lumus -_-")...sayer lah yg kena gnti SV bile deals ngn pihak kontraktor...hehe
wuu, bunyi cam masyuk jek...tp tanggungjawab tu berat..byk mnde yg perlu dipelajari, & of cos peluang ni dtg hanya sekali...n make use of it!!~
nnt, next post saye bercerita psl ni..sumeday kay..i will talk about boiler jek..wahaha

n at the same tyme i'm so so sad..ni r nama die dugaan, Allah nk uji. once again, kater2 ayah jd inspirasi...sedey cane pon, hati perlu digembirakan. g keja pagi2 mst muka ceria..=)
ntah r, x tahu nk citer. tp honestly, skrg saye cube utk jd org yg plg memahami, plg penyayang...yg terbaik...ntah r, x tahu cane nk jadi daa....

kecewa????
- ader r jugak..bse la tu, ini la life..
kehilangan???
-x tahu..ader gak rase tempias nyer...dan dlm usaha utk persiapkan diri tntg segala kemungkinan ape yg akan berlaku...
takut menangis???
-mmg da nangis pon sikit2 skrg..tp air mata tu terlalu berharga utk dititiskan...
setia??
-setiakah sayer? when i say it..i really mean for it!~

well, i dun think people will understand statemnt di atas tu relate ngn ape, myb yg terdekat memahami...haha...itulah LIfe saye skrg nie....

rse kena stop dl, ader ASME 2 part A yg nk kena stdy psl boiler...-__________-"

Monday, December 08, 2008

salam perantauan..hukhuk

salam Aidiladha utk semua umat islam...
moga kiter semua dlm rahmat dan kasih sayang Ilahi..aamin ;D

ni kali pertama...my ever 1st tyme beraya tak balik umah.T_T
raye besar lak tu, sedey+syahdu+bla..bla..(tak terungkap ngn kater2 plus ayat2..)
ley kate sume org amik cuti, tinggal saye jek kat sini...erk, housmate ader agi x balik..kami berempat..
bukan xnk balik, tp sbenarnye ader sebab len..waaaa...
but then if saye tahu la sume ni happen, konfem nk balik..nape r x amik cuti???
ofis lengang jek ari ni...ade bpe kerat jek
saye lak demam selsema 2 ari daa...nk balik, tiket bas abis!!!~
nk nek bas lompat, ujan lebat kat sini..takut lak kalo kena ujan..lg teruk jek demam...aisey...T_T
nk balik ngn keta, jgn harap r mak nk kaci...huhu
sedeynyer....

esok raye daaa...selama 21 thun hidup, ni la beraya tanpa mereka yg tersayang kat sisi...owh, tidakkk!!~
nway, xmo sedey2 daa...life must go on...
mlm ni khadijah wat trifle, tp dier nyer cam keras jek..x mcm saye wat..
(gmbr update later eh..hehe)
syikin ngn khadijah tgh layan The Bride kat sebelah saye...hehe...dah kol 1.17am skrg ni...hehe...
in r adegan dak2 x balik mlm raye..
hurm...i miss manyak org mlm ni...xyah r dishort list kat sini...
i miss u guys too...
last but not least..

selamat ari raya buat semua....

with love,
kah,
Inspection Department, GPPA POD, PAKA
Tganu...;D

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Beautiful KAk Zura


sory sis for use this word..but, mmg btol bg saye akak cntik...
nway...i just wan
t to wish you:...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ZURA, 25th~



waa, birthday girl lg ker eh???musykil lak saye... fyi, kak zura ni akak umah tempat syer sewa skrg...hehe, lembut sgt orgnyer,aduhai...;)

myb lps intern 8 bulan ni, saye pon akan terikut2 gak jd cam akak..ahakz..


well, then..i've to stop now..gtg...wslm

Monday, December 01, 2008

Intern bermula...

alhamdulillah...
intern sayer bermula dgn baik...eventhough sebelum tu mcm2 mnda terjadi..Allah sahaja yg tahu rawannyer hati ni...=(
tp, ujian Allah tu ader hikmahnye, disebabkan mnde tu happen, sayer dpt rumah dgn akak2 yg baik...dpt rumet dan kwn yang baik...cukuplah bg saye sbg seorang yg menumpang ni..hehe...sayer sedar status sayer..n kalo boley sayer nk perform yg terbaik utk housemates sayer...n utk intern saye nnt...aamin ^^V

pg keja ari2 saye drive, hurm...skrg ni semuanya kena belajar sendiri...semuanya...dan dlm hati saye, saye xnak bergantung pd sape2...bukan ape, bukan nk sombong, tp bila suasana memaksa saye berbuat sebegitu...situasi ni hanya akan difahami utk mrk yg mengalami..ttp percayalah...
kata2 saye bukan putar belit...sbb saye diasuh utk menghormati, setia pd persahabatan..dan bukan putar belit wpon saye pernah berstatus pendebat bahasa melayu yg mmg pandai bermain dgn ayat...huhu

sbb ape saye tulis mcm tu??? sbb saye tahu hukum Allah mcm mane walaupon saye bukan dr SMKA, SMAP dan saye sgt2 sedar yg saya hanya dr SMS Pasir Puteh...
dan ape2 pon kater yg keluar drnya...saye akan terima sbb saye tahu saye di pihak yg betul. mcm kater kaklong saye..buat tak tahu jek...n dlm kes ni, saye nk jd sprt sifat AIR...
-tenang, sejuk, terus mengalir wpon ader halangan di hadapan...dan satu lg, jernih...(smg hati saye sejernih air itu)Allah Maha Mengetahui kan kawan2...yerp2...=)

nway, saye dh dpt sut coverall(betul ke spelling ni???)..bju 'digi' kuning tu dh siap di'alter'...hehe...tp, cam seksi jek..adeiii...T_T
yg bestnye, PETRONAS bg terus kat ktorg 'coverall'..hehe..*epy mode*
esok, kena pakai sbb dh masuk plant...n esok jugak saye akan dpt SV...mudah2an dpt yg terbaik..aamin
utk department plak, saye dh dpt di bahagian INSPECTION, sume5 org dak mechy, 4 laki n 1 perempuan(saye la tu...T_T)

**INSPECTION- tugas die kena check function setiap equipment, so mmg kena jd seorang yg teliti la nie...huhu...& at the same tyme involved in project.best2...=)
kdg2 kt x sedar bhw yg Allah tetapkan itu adalah yg terbaik...sesuai dgn kemampuan kter...impian kter...n semuanya...ye lah sbb mula2 saye nk MAINTENANCE, tp bila pk2 balik...mnde ni lg sesuai sbb saye mmg nak bidang yg ley deal ngn pengendalian project...
***epy mode+++senyum smpai telinga***

oklah, gtg daa ni...hehe....nk tido sbb esok kena msuk keja kol 8 pagi!!~
nite evryone..

from PGB,Paka with love

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Updates: ETP 37...

hurm..bosan pagi ni act... waitng for my parents on da way..hehe then teringat lak yg saye xde updates ape2 pon psl ETP sayer... ok2..so kter cter psl tu pagi nie ey..hakhak ^^(gelak mcm Elmie...*tanduk duerr!!~)

Alhamdulillah....
special thnks to them...

INA, FAHMEY, FAIZ, ELMIE & last but not least LIEW...
starts from zero, we dun even noe each other, then kter l
ey jadi team work yg best...huuuu...terharu...
nyway, being so sorry if ader sumething yg tak puas hati ker for the whole kter jd 1 group ETP tu...
doakan yg terbaik utk ETP 37....(mls daa nk tulis...upload
picts je la eh...^^)






heee...we learn alot during that tyme..kter gado2....(bukan gado betul eh..hehe)
kter maen2 arang2...abis itam tangan....kter potong pandan same2..ahaha...seronok sgt!!~
korng sgt best, bersyukur Allah bg korang jd groupmate sayer....
ape2 pon, All the best in your life....& in your FYP after this..(final year project)

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Farewell

rase cam sedey jek...nk tinggalkan UTP 8 bulan....(poyo tak ayat penyata tu...hehe)
ntah, act...perasaan epy tu manyak gak...lapan bulan beb x yah g lecture..ahaha
pasti idup anda lg bahagia...=)
tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........
1 mnde x best yg skrg tgh pusing2 dlm kepala....teka cepat ape???
hurm, kalo dh intern yg cam ala2 keja ni..mane ley ponteng cam ponteng lecture...haa??

ari2 kena gi..buhsan r laks...kalo x gi, nnt elaun kena potong..T_T
so...saye rase dok belaja cam lg best..cume xnak ader test, QUIZ +++ FINAL EXAM...hehehe ^^
nway, we just go...n tgk ape yg akan berlaku nnt...~


FAREWELL utk semua......

1st:dak2 komiti convofair 08 yg masih di sini...
nnt 8 bulan kter jumpa lg..insyaAllah...

balik nnt lps intern, nk tgk korang organize event CONVOFAIR 2009...hehe..all the best..!!~
p/s: sume documentation convo dh diserahkan kpd
MPP..;ega..hopefully isu cam sem lps tak berlaku lg...=)
THANKS to everyone..

2nd:utk insan2 tersayang..
my dear best buds..
sadiq, nuzul,ilya, wan, akmal....jgn nakal2 yer...

3rd:then, to my dear cosmate..
selamat berintern utk korang, keja leklok...jager diri baek2...jgn ponteng2
tau..kehkeh...^^
nnt kter jumpa agie..dgn masing2 dah plan nk amik
majoring ape..wuu, balik nnt dh jadi final year!!!

4th: Housemate v5K 3.3
best ngn korang..2thn setengah r bersama....=)


last but not least:
my special MUshi...ahaha
thanks for dnner...erm,8 bulan x jumpa..tp xpe...kamu sentiasa dlm doa & ingatan..
di akhir pertemuan, dia bg sayer coklat...bukan 1 bar tp beberapa chunk jek..ish2, x romantic langsung...haha (mind me kay..just kidding dear..)

& saye x kan meminta lebey..ape yg dia bg saye terima...dgn hati terbuka..hehe
thnks for everything...wink~

i love it so much...!

kat sini nak upload gmbr2 mse diner appreciation nite convo 2008....maaf r lambat...semua ni utk kenangan..coz i love you guys~

High Committee CONVOFAIR 2008

kami ^^..(ilya xde.die tgh miting ngn SNH)

meja kitaorg..hehe

pns..ieka ngn faizal

pnp 2008

from lensa kamera saye..-__-"

me & my beloved rumet

MENU mlm tu....campur2, x tahu specific name ape...




gtg i think....mohon maaf utk segalanya.....

Monday, November 17, 2008

3 sudah lepas..3 waiting...
ya ALLAH, hebatnye dugaanMU...semester ini paling mencabar...-_-"
final year bagaimana eh????
semoga rahmat dan kasih sayang MU sentiasa bersama diri ini...
aku yang lemah tapi mampu berdiri dgn izinMU....

p/s: may Allah loves you more than the way i love you...aamin~

Friday, November 14, 2008

Thnks for all your words

salam...
i'm in IRC now...alone...hehe..coz they left me for prayer...ari jumaat kan..=)
wireless connection's quite good now, so smbil2 bosan bacer2 utk exam, just take 7mins for this blog...haha
nway, i just have slow talk with him just now...hurm..alhamdulillah, dikurniakn org sprt itu..well, x berani nk ckp coz mnde tu still in future, but pray to Allah smg ia mnjd kenyataan..aamin. honestly, i noe, when we r in this condition, people will talk..well, it just an ordinary matter++situation i guest..
ntah la, yg penting..cube sedaya upaya utk mdpt rahmat Allah..

YA ALLAH, pls forgive me...
it's just a beginning for evrything..last nite was the last one...aamin

to those yg membri nasihat, thnks alot.realy appreciate it even its hurt.wut u said was true...n i admit it...n i learn a good lesson from it...^^

insyaAllah, akan saye jdkan sume tu sbg guide disamping mncari ilmu utk bekalan diri sendiri....

hurm..thnks gak kpd dier...insan yg bernama manusia...at the age of 21 nie, i meet sumeone...
perangai dier almost my dad..teliti, cermat.bla..bla..blaa..n i bl sebut psl ayah..of cos i like most of it..rupenyer..ade gak manusia cam dlm dunia fanstasy saye..ahaks...
ape2pon, sumenyer msh jauh...ape yg penting skrg...BLAJAR!!!~
is that mean i'm serious now??insyaAllah i'm...=)
wink~



to my beloved MOM...
anak mak dah semakin dewasa!!!~~
hehe

Saturday, November 08, 2008

i'm hungry...n waiting...

now, i'm at library...
feeling so hungry & want to cry and shout aloud...T_T
see, i'm so childish when i'm realy hungry...nak nangis ley tak????...
yela, mane mau tahan perut ni...dr pgi tak breakfast till now...now 1.40pm..gosh!~
i must be really2 dying...

buku dh tutup jap..huhu, tak mo bukak sebentar..PAUSE eh..
waiting for darling buds to come n pick me for lunch...
ayang, kalo ari2 cmnie...mati kebulur laaa hamba..@_@
dah send sms,tp tgk delivery status...'waiting'...
owh, sakitnyer hati..hukhuk...
wut should i do???
can i be more independent next tyme...n this is should be last!!~

n akhirnye, rase lapar itu berlalu pergi....dgn sedeynyer....
(sbb x makan lg...)

Friday, September 26, 2008

Lovely & swEet

well, guys...yes..I love U all
kter berbuka di tepi tasik...=)

25th September 2008, should be noted in my diary..hehe..spent tyme with u guys..n it was so lovelY..yeay..kter berbuka puasa bersama2..cukup korum kali ni dtambah dgn adernyer kak intan...she joined us.
thanks to wan n ilya for this arrangement..to others as well..nuzul, sadiq n akmal...hehe...
wpon, pd mulanyer...kejap2 ckp nk bukak kat kedai..then ader 'org' call sayer...

"......ala, kak xde privacy la kat kedai, nak kelainan...tasek2...sape tak setuju angkat tangan...."

hehe..so, mls pk2 ktorg end-up ngn g bazar dl..beli lauk2 berbuka, n then we
headed towards TAsek...& there we go...waa...so cool beb!~
cayer lah...pasni kalo nk dating sini aci x? ehehe.kidding jek...seronok2...
pandai eh kamu memilih tempat...^^V
*wink~
we can see masjid from here..waa, syhadu nyer dlm hati..mahu begini selalu boley tak..??? =P
then, x lama lps tu..da lagi 2 groups len dtg bukak kat sini..naseb baek kami awal..dpt
this shut..yela..da org nk kat privacy..hehe
makan2..dgn seronok..sembang2...share makanan....and sayer rase ape yg kter wat smlm tu mmg best..no words to express the whole story since i'm not a good narrator...well, just tru these picts, i think u can...






erm...gmbr lidi 2 batang tue wan yg amik...mende la simboliknyer..ehehe, tp bg sayer..ia menarik...=)
myb bg wan ader meaning kot....ape eh???lalala~

last but not least...ni gmbr fmly kami..'adek beradek kami'.....put in gray scale mode..rase cam ader nostalgic sikit..hehe..~_^




honsetly, i never thought to have these people in my life before...never...but it came all of sudden and yes, really appreacite them without having any regrets(nk nyesal watpe...bersyukur aderlah...haha)
but then,but the end of this year..i'm leaving for internship.8 months wooo~~~
gonna miss them forsure T_T
hopefully, can spend tyme with them again before final exam.wheee..but, saye kena siapkan proposal utk dihntar kpd ayahanda & bonda dulu laa...harap2 x kena reject.aamin ^^V

FriendShip RemaIns Never Can ENds~


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Saye bercerita...

today ader 2 post..ape meaning dier???
i'm bored maa...skrg i'm entering a gate entitle "MODE: NAK BALIK RAYER!!~"
lecture pon dh tak byk lately..today nk g fabricate utk ETP..@_~
pluss++ dgr lagu rayer...owh, saye mahu pulang...

erm, last nite was my 1st tyme turun sahur kol 1 lebey kat cfe..with ilya & wan..
lapar2...alkisahnyer..
i got a bad headache sbb makan nasi goreng cendawan..=(
saye ni sume mnde x ley makan...kepala berdenyut2...++perut lapar n terasa pedih sbb makan tat nenas yg rumet tersayang (Intan cayunk) bg...jam die berbisa utk sayer..aish..-__-"
so, turun laa makan...i ordered nasi goreng kampung n at the same tyme i ordered for wan-nasi goreng cili padi...i dun noe why, nasi goreng kmpung saye pelik smlm..akibatnye tertukar ngn nasi wan punyer...
nsb bek br suap sikit...pedassss!!~berasap..T_T
mine punyer pon pedas gak...wallaaa..nape nie...???
both of them dok gelakkan sayer...aisey...dh la org lapar, sakit kepala...then dpt nasi yg pedas...
kesimpulannyer???x dpt nk abiskan nasik...!!!
n consequence dr PEDAS itu...sakit kepala yg berdenyut ilang...ehehe....
kami di sana smpai 2 lebey dkt ngn 3am..whee~
(ak dh wat perangai lepak...x berjurus sungguh...well, i've reason for doing that...adelah mnde yg x best happen..but wat x tahu jek..lg bek, bulan2 pose ni..mls!~)

erm, there's sumething yg saye dpt tahu lately...its a bit menyedihkan...=(
hate to say..why being that way???
dl EPUL ader tulis dlm blog die, even though bukan mnde yg same..but they are related to each other..
pasal KELANTANESE!!~
xnk bermenantukan org kelantan???saye agak terasa sbb saye org kelantan jugak...why n why they are saying so??? can u give me ten reasons at least?? if u think u'r good enough, then its ok...nobody's perfect...itu mnde yg sume org should noe..
honestly, my MOM pon ckp ape..." adik, jgn cr org luar..amik dekat2 jek, cr kelantan laaa eh..."
then, mase tu sayer masih mentah.agree jek mak ckp ape...(bajet x cukup 21st agie tyme tue..hehe), mser wedding my sis...then org pon sibuk dok tnyer psl saye..."yg bongsunye bile???" rimas btol with that quest!!
hehehe..ape yg termampu,,sengih cam kerang busuk..^^

then, right now..saye memerhati org sekeliling..n i told my mom...i think last year kot...
"mak, x semestinya sume org kelantan tu baek...dan org luar tu jahat..perangai tak elok...sume org same jek...u cannot say that way..just imagine if my jodoh one day dgn org sabah sarawak???"
n i added again..."..jgn nilai org berdasarkan negeri die dilahirkan...mungkin dier lg baik dr org yg setanah dgn kiter.."....dulu my mom cam x mo time...n alhamdulillah..dier dh OK skrg...
she just hope i can find the best man...=)

ape yg saye nk ckp kat sini, bukan psl jodoh saye...my mOm yg dl pon pk cam sstgh org yg kunun nyer..org kelantan tu x elok utk dijdkan menantu...hurmmm....skrg my mOm ley tima...but she still want me to find kelantanese spy dpt balik raye senang..wink~~
so, cane dgn mrk2 yg msih di takuk yg same???? think that kelantaneses are bad!
comon guys...we r no longer dok zaman yg org pakai kapak utk tebang pokok...dun ever think u'r bagus sgt...sume org ader baik buruk...mindset jgn r set camtu..bukan nye sayer terhegeh2 nk cr org luar..cume apabila pandangan kalian terhdp org kelantan yg begitu, make me rase cam...**#$%@
hehe...sedey act dgn mrk yg pk gitu..
Allah bg akal yg hebat, utk menilai ssorg bukan berdasarkan negeri nyer.....xde pon dlm ape yg Nabi ckp: pilih base form negeri...
Nabi pesan pilih wanita krn agama,keturunanan harta dan last sekali rupa....=)

“Wanita dinikahi karena empat perkara; karena hartanya, karena kedudukannya/keturunannya, karena kecantikannya dan keranan agamanya. Maka, pilihlah yang baik agamanya niscaya engkau beruntung.” (Diriwayatkan oleh al-Bukhari (3/242), Muslim (2/1086), Abu Dawud (2047), an—Nasaa’i (6/68) dan Ibnu Majah (1858))


p/s: thanks to AIMI, ZAMAN & FADHILAH for the sources...hehe

well, the thing is...up to you lah...even me myself bukan good enough utk bercerita psl agama..tp, at least..when time comes to the right one...fikirlah yg terbaik


lastly, maaf jika post kali ni wat sesiapa terasa...saye lg terasa dgn ape yg korang ckp tu..

Small Iftar

Salam...
supposely i updated last nite bout this small gathering, but since got bad headache++xde mood coz of sumething...then, finally i decide to postpone it this morning...^_~
first & foremost, nk mintak maaf byk2 ats ketaklancaran majlis smlm..aish, well.su
pposed it should be made by a proper plan, but then since everybody got test, etp, projects to be settle done b4 balk rayer...so there it goes!~
i noe myb others x buat mcm ni...macam mana????

bwe makanan sendiri2 & tempat yg last minute camnie...hehe...
well, i have reasons for doing this way...

1- dont want to burden others for food preparation...nnt kena pungut duit lg...then kalo bajet sume dtg, last2...xd tg sume gak..so mnde tu akan jd rugi
2- kalo tempah food, by the end..kena ader org yg stayback utk kemaskan brg2.sedagnkan kt pk utk guna mase utk terawih & solat lg..hrmm..mcm2 lah...-__-"

3- lps makan, msg2 handle plastik smpah sendiri2...pastu pakat2 g smyg magrib.. hopefully xde org smyg lewat r smlm..^,^]

..hehe..thats laa antara reasonsnye..ader lg..tp myb biar saye jek
yg tahu..wehehe
maaf yer kalo ader yg sayer perasan mengerutkan kening mrk smlm
..hehe...MAAF for a million of lemons!~
deeply sorry for everything...

anyhow, bukak pose tu still bg saye MERIAH lg r..makan ramai2, share makanan...
to those yg derma makanan & minuman..semoga Allah SWT mem
berkati kalian..aamin..=)
x complete if takde gmbr2..sory laa..pitcs were not so nice & sh
arp..hehe










penghargaan:
utk Hamzah & Nuzul(for ur efforts n helps)
KA, Muneer & HICOM len...
sume ECs & komiti yang hadir

maaf di atas kekurangan...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

jadilah diri yg sebenar....



hari ni dh genap 18 hari berpuasa...maknenyer bile kire2 ader lg 12 ari nk abis bulan Ramadhan ni...sedeynyer..T_T
hurm, harap2 saye dpt guna sebaik mungkin di hari2 terakhir bulan ni..insyaAllah..
setiap org ader target msg2, me as well..& biarlah ia jd private..^^

act, byk sgt mnde yg nk sayer tulis kat sini...ader sedey, geram..personal pon ader..whee~
tp bile pk2 balik..xpelah..yg sedey tu just keep inside.huuu...
yg personal pon, kekalkanlah status 'personal' tue..means ia adalah private!!
tp, this time saye nk tulis psl (siler refer title...)

tak tahu r nape lately saye rase cam diri saye berubah...ader sumething yg x kena...dl, saye bukan camni..saye x happy dgn diri skrg..perubahan yg saye sendiri tercari2 punca nyer...dimanakah???
kenapa saye jd begini...owh tidak....T_T

bila sayer pk balik..saye byk ikut perasaan..Allah x kc mcmnie...mujahadahlah wahai hati...~
dulu kau kuat...menongkah setiap arus dgn hati yg tega..
yang x pernah tunduk pd permasalahan...
yg mampu berdiri sendiri....
yg bisa berkira2 tanpa perlu minta pendapat org lain...
yg apabila diminta penjelasan, die mampu menghuraikan...
hati sebegitulah yg sebetulnya milik at
ikah saari...bdk kampung yg punya cita2 utk terbang di langit biru...
tp kini...
die semakin lemah...
dier semakin bergantung pd ssorg...
dier rase dier perlukan ssorg atau sst utk ceriakan hidup dier...
dier rase dier perlu semangat dr org lain...
dier rse die lemah sbb sikit2 perlu mengadu....

KENAPA dier berubah sebegitu....
Tikah Saari bukan begitu...tlglah..
tikah pulanglah pd diri yg sebenar
jglah diri sebenar...
yg kuat, gigih dan tabah...dan sentiasa tersenyum pd setiap permasalahan hidup....

Sunday, September 14, 2008

wallpaper...

salam..
erk..jgn terkejut bile saye upload gmbr mcm nie..hehe
nway, this my new wallpaper..x pnh2 hayat saye pakai wallpaper camnie..
tp sekali tgk cam cumey lak, cam masuk jek ngn lappy saye yg berkaler itam nie..hoh0~
jgn lak pk saye in love with sume1 skrg wpon...dkt status gtalk sayer tertulis..
"i'm in love..."<---- itu tidak benar @ betul sama sekali...

saye pon smpai ke ari ni dok tertnyer2 senirik..camne status tu ley ader n tertulis kat my status...
aishh ...-________-"


p/s: sgt geram ngn ape yg berlaku....haha

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

my 21st birthDay...

salam utk semua..
syukur byk2 kpd DIA yg masih memberi peluang buat saye utk terus bergelar sbg khalifah atas muka bumi yg luas ni... dan yng pasti setiap hela tafas yg disedut & hembus keluar ini adlah nikmatNYa yg tak terucap. Alhamdulillah
1st of all, special thanks or million of thanks for my best Budss

[rumet, azreen, aimi, ilya, dina] for all cakes yg korang belikan...having two cakes on my birthday xpernah terpk n def wat sayer ternganga..whee~~(ape yg berlaku ni???
...but sgt SweET guys!!~)
walaupun semalam adalah my birthday, satu hari tu x rse pon, sbb tersgt bz dlm ke
pala..ngan ETP ngn project Mecha..-_________-"

n sempat agie terpk dlm hati, ni br umur 21thun, x keja agie..pasni mest x rase dh smbut birthday..;(
dlm kepala asek pk psl keja n idop.hoho T__T
but, then...bila mlm sumething happen without expctation,huhu..terharu guys...

"terima kasih utk aimi yg belanja bukak pose kat v3, azreen yg yg jemput bukak pose kat bilik dier with kek yg comey, dina & ilya yg ttb dtg ngn surprisenye wish & bwe kek lps smyg isyak..hoh0!!~...





then, juge bundle of lurVe buat mereka berlima..
[akmal asra, ridz, sadiq, nuzul & ilya utk birthday card yg mcm 'giant']
hehe....card tu sgt cumey la..wat sayer trsenyum smpai ke telinga..hihu!~




jugak utk gift tu....pndai ek korang plih, n hebat tol kenakan akak yg tgh mamai kat v3 tu..aish....
korang yg mmg best...lurve you guys..so much i do.........!!!!!!!!


haha...x lupe juger kpd mrk yg mengingati hari lahir saye..yg wish kat gtalk,yg anta sms, yg wish face to face....yg sampaikan sms dr jauh, y anta sms x bernama n so on....THNKS ALOT sbb menceriakan hari saye n korang act telah menceriakan hidup saye selama ni...hnya Allah yg mampu membalas nye...^^V

utk Mak & Ayah:
kah ucapkan jutaan penghargaan sbb didik, besarkan, sayang dan semua yg mak ayah buat selama ni...azreen kate when i turn to 21st..i'm free...dh ley ngundi, dah ley dpt hak harta pusaka, dh ley kena lokap kalo against law(nauzubillah..huhu)..with this age...i become as org dewasa..ye ker??
ntah r...x pasti lak...hehe ^^
dewasa ke sayer??? itu x pasti...whee~

at this age, Allah kurniakan saye mcm2...ade keluarga yg cukup sempurna..ader kwn2 baek yg mmg betol2 baek...dan......^^V
semoga ape yg saye ader hari ni, Allah kekalkan dan tambh dgn kebahagiaan laen..aamin..


p/s: happy Birthday juge buat NADIA..kter kembar tapi laen tahun laaaa..^_^V

Saturday, September 06, 2008

birthday &..life yg BUZy

salam...
akhirnya dpt gak saye update blog..aish lama tol x update..so,pagi ni dtg nk bersihkan sawang r sikit..ekeke~
yup2, this week mmg bz..terlampau kot.yesterday jek ader 2 test.mecha ngn econs..
mecha: no comment..(agak kecewa..sgt kot)
econs: no comment gak.huhu

ape2 pon, alhamdulillah sbb bile weekend jek mnjelang, maka secara x langsungnya..dh siap!!~

-2lab reports..[fluid ngn mantech project]
-4 tests dh abis [cae+mecha+mantech+econs]

-asgmt fluid yg ttb dpt tahu kena anta esoknye..but then lps mintak ngn Prof VJ, akhirnye tunda lg esok arinyer..fuhhs~~
-asmgt econs yg mula2 x reti nk wat..aishh..
-asgmt vibration yg half way ^^V
-design ETP ngn keja2 research nie
-rector yg ttb mintak budjet CONVO!!...adei..bukan keja saye tue kot...-____-"
p/s: tq to KAMAL sbb tlg aritu..nsb bek..
lega y
g teramat..sgt2 lega...wpon act mmg byk lg keja yg menanti..PASRAH LA HIDUP GINI...

hurm, ape yg nk tulis ek????act, i'm deeply in homesick..wallaaa...betapa n betapa sayer merindui mak ngn ayah.dh seminggu lebey x call mrk..reason why i'm doing so coz..nnt dieorg akan tnyer TE
ST cane???haaa..part ni yg x mo jwb..sbb test sume cam ntah pape jek.(workload yg tersgt byk mse test n honestly xde mase nk prepapare utk test...) if can, saye x nk btau mnde2 cani pd parents. yang sedey2 tu simpan jek sorang2..yg happy br share ngn org..T_T xpe2, sayer anggap sume ni just beginning...Oyama ckp ade chance lg..;D
p/s: tQ2x sbb ko selalu jd tempat rujukan ak...;P
ops, lupe2..ni sekadar utk suke2..ader birthday 2 org lately..dh belated pon...wee~


EPy BElated Birthday utk SAdiq ngn Ilya.....;D


ilya.. 31st August

\^^/..sadiq- 2nd September

utk dier...thnks for everything...reli appreciate ur cares &......haha~ ^^V
bundle of lUrVE from me to evryone!!!chaoss..

Sunday, August 31, 2008

buat yang bernama KAWAN


salam...
selamat pagi buat mereka yg dirindui, semoga kalian dalam redha Allah sentiasa..^^
buat yang bernama kawan...
sebelum tu biar saya menjelaskan ape erti 3 perkataan ini dlm hidup saye

1- KAWAN
2- SAHABAT
3- TEMAN

kawan: ni status yg paling rendah dlm hirarki hidup sayer, tp mereka tetap adalah org yg pernah hadir dlm hidup, mungkin sebelum ni pernah menjd shabat karib, kekasih, musuh etc.
hirarki ini berubah sbb mereka dan suasana yg merubahkannye. bsenyer bagi saye, bila die mnjadi kawan, sumetyme can be changed into LAWAN!~
kawan tak pernah nk pk perasaan kawan dier, hanya memikirkan kepentingan sendiri. bila diperlukan, kawan di cari, bila rase senang, kawan di buang atau ditinggalkan.
sbb tu la pepaptah Melayu ada tulis "kawan ketawa senang dicari, tp kawan menangis susah dicari"..
so, mmg patut kirenye meletakkan "kawan" kpd mereka yg sepatutnya.

sahabat: yg ni level dier tinggi sikit dari kawan, erm..totally tinggi r. sahabat sanggup berkorban utk sahabat dier, xkan tinggalkan kawan dier walaupon sume org tinggalkn mereka..kerana org yang bernama sahabat ni ader perasaan dan lebey memahami.^^V

teman: yg ni saye rase boley masuk kategori teman istimewa. tp kena hati2 sbb org camni, pd tanggapan kter he/she die ley jd ape2.myb ari ni dier adalah org yg kiter sayang, cinta, rindu dll...tp mungkin esok die hanya boley jd KAWAN!
so, sukarnya nak cr yg betol2 boley jd sahabat dan juga teman..if dah jumpa, hargailah perhubungan itu seadanya..ngee~

then, back to main topic..erm, cani r org yg bernama kawan..mmg kalo iku hati nk jek marah2, or kuarkan harsh words bla....blaa...tp, itulah, kiter ni org islam, sabar itu perkara pokok dlm hidup seharian. selagi ley tarik tafas, n dier x cekik kiter, so, selagi tu kter ley bersabar rasenyer.huhu...
ader ke patut, mende yg susah2 dier tinggal kat kiter..then dgn seronoknye dier g balik umah..manyak cantik punyer kawan...!!~
saye plg nyampah dgn manusia camnie..bguslah, bgus sgt!!!
aish...byk2 istigfar, esok dah 1 ramadhan...dier pon selalu pesan x nak sayer kuarkan ayat2 yg x best kat sape2 (bukan selalu ak marah org, kdg2 jek, tp tu pon dier xmau, yela2)...huhu..yerp, alhamdulillah, thnks for reminding me ;D

xpe2, ari ni ari mereka, esok ader lah..Allah tu MAHA ADIL, ADIL sgt2...so, x yah susah hati..chaiyook tkah!~
hehe ^^V

Friday, August 22, 2008

And she is a woman...

salam...
arini CONVOFAIR 2008 start...erm, bermula la acara kemuncak utk kami slps preparation almost 5months..(tu dh kire lambat r tahun nie...hehe)..

jom kiter recap sikit..
April 2008
- dpt offer utk jawatan sbg SU1 Convofair 2008. mase tu lps balik jogging..
diberi mse about 2 hours utk pk..adei..angkat phone ngn keadaan berpeluh2 lagi..how can I??? mechy sem ni buzy kot..mase tu blank.totally blank!!!
dh terpk utk menamatkan zaman konvo n fokus pd 3rd year lak.whee~
call parents x dpt, then ask Oyama, mr sifu..minta pandangan dier..he told me 3rd year Mechy agak tough -_-"
ended up : accept offer coz i'm thinking of sumthing..

May
-dh start ngn bz2..ader recruitment EC..tyme ni agak pening..mase EC xd
e lg..punyer r penat...ape2 pon thnks kpd hicom len..love you guys!!~
recruitment committee...ramai woo...pening mau pilih..but, to those who are selected..congrate!!~
dh start keja, tyme ni MEchy 2nd year 2nd sem berlambak2 project..tyme stdy week pon ader 3 test, project yg wat saye 3 ari tak tido berturut2..mmg x tido smpai pagi a.k.a 72 hours!!~....+++ meeting2 convo..(ak bukan lg minah yg dok dpn buku ari2 utk stdy, tp ke hulu hilir ngn buku meeting.. @_^ )
terasa pressure thp mAx bile balik tgk rumet n geng stdy..haha
argh!!

JUne
-balik umah kejap jek...
then sambung cuti kat UTP smpai skrg..wuuu~
byk belajar utk jd seorg SU besar ni..special thnks to Ain Sufian, Istiazah
, Afiq Kamal & Kak Maznah, Pidot n sume yg byk membntu.yerp, saye agak kelam kabut..
well, tak tahu la nape honestly to say, documentation convo kali ni agak strict, x ley nk compare ngn TEC or event2 len or lebey jelas ngn CONVO 2007. tp saye terima dgn hati terbuka ^^V
byk training Su department psl documentation...haha, dak2 ni keluar masuk bilik saye kol 2 ,3 pg tu normal la...awal2 pg dah ader Su dpartment yg muncul dpn pintu..ahakz...;D

JUly
-dah start blaja..jd 3rd year 1st nie..gerun...ngeri..bla.bla..
1st thing yg appear kat my mind: cane pointer ak sem ni????
ngn ETP when saye sorang jek mechy..adei..sume ni dugaan Allah
plus project yg berlambak2..or in other words sume subject da project!!~


August
-kehangatn semakin terasa..wuuu~~
kebizian mencapai klimaks...keserabutan tak dpt nk ckp..-__-"
semuanye mcm ape ntah...stdy lintang pukang..sume quiz 1st agak mengecewakan..aiyakk
mak ayah, ampunkan kah...T__T
dok bilik x stdy pon..tp, nape still da org kate saye dok bilik stdy????haru r dunia cani..sabar ye cayunk!!~
n TODAY..convofair tiba...mlm ni ader opening ceremony...doakan sume selamat..aamin...
22nd, 23rd & 24th August..my Big EVENT ever....all the best kpd sume komiti, EC n Hicom...




a woman has strengths that amaze man..
she can handle trouble and carry burdens.
she holds happiness,love and opinions.
she smiles when she feels like screaming.
she sings when she feels like crying,cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. her love is unconditional. there's only one thing wrong with her, she sometimes forget what she is worth...


Penghargaan kpd:

my Parents+ beloved sis- for everything!!~
my Rumet, sory selalu tinggal kamu lewat mlm..
Azreen- sbb dh lame x spend tyme with u dear
Aimi-sbb memahami bile da keja group..abis convo ni, mmg tkah pulun yg terbaik, insyaAllah
my housemates- for ur supports and advices
ETP group's members- for being so understanding
Hicom, EC, komiti CONVOFAIR 2008- kerjasama yg tak pernah berakhir
last but least, sesiapa yg rase dier istimewa dlm hati saye(x terhad kpd seorg shj..huhu, any1 can!)


p/s: bunga mawar tu really special for me wpon dier kemek dan x kembang ngn sempurna cam bunga lain..krn di situ tersimpan satu sst yg tak mmpu diolah dek hati dan kenyataan..(pergh, ayat jiwang..ahakzz!!)

Sunday, August 10, 2008

peNAt woo

salam~

i'm back...after a long journey tru out the whole week.ahakz...;D

a long journey to nowhere, yet it still pulling me out from myself..(ntah ape2 ayat nie...)
being as Mechy's studnt absolutely tough!~

n now, i admit what he told me last 3 years. but kept on promising to myself that i'll never give up..
not even at once...chaiyook!!!!!


i wish to finish this 3rd year period as fast a i can.adei..but, nak wat cane..nk finish kan tu, kena face all of that thing.aiyook -____-"

maleh nk tulis pnjg2, juz here i list down some sort of task yg wat sayer a
lmost terlupa mnde len2.hehe
  1. asgmt VIBRATION...manyak2 woo~
  2. asgmt & project mechatronic II
  3. asgmt CAE
  4. asgmt & project MAntech II
  5. ETPku yg indah~~
erm, cane da lg yg terlupa..pe ek?? remind me later ek..haha

Tautan KAsih SIswa~


saye g sane, wakil hicom ngn muneer di Bengkel Lembah kInta, Ipoh...satu ari di sana...lala~
thnks to event manager Syidah n komiti CONVOFAIR 08 ++ faci2 yg menjayaka
n program ini...

dun want to write much about it, juz uploaded some picts that i think can speak more than WOrdS!!~


kami yg baru tiba di sana..

mereke yg friendly...^^V

i like this pict...^_@

the making of their house ;P

sory, candid gmbr kamu~~

convofair 08 in their hearts..

farewell ...T_T

ilya..anda posing??hehe..

May dan belon2nye, lala~

finally, he knew how to snap 'close up' pict..^^



tak lupe juger kpd yg menjayakan TREASURE HUNT ...great job korang sume...tahniah!!!(xde picts nk upload kat sini, xpe2 korang usya blog convo nnt..;P)

my last word here...

"hargailah setiap anugerah pancarindera Allah SWT kurniakan kpd kite...jgn sombong dgn sesiapa dan yang penting sayangilah mereka yang istimewa, coz they need our support in their life..^^V "