memoirs of geisha

Memoirs of a Geisha...i used to have this novel previously. but then i lost it as ade org pinjm x anta2. geram jugak but then it is ok. after this i will buy anew lorh since mls nk saket2 hati ngn org. my kazen yg recommended this novel to me, at that time movie tak kuar lg. honestly this is the 1st novel i ever ever fall in love! gle angau bace novel ni. every words written are meaningful. but then i dun want to review the whole plot as u can get it here.

if u read the novel, the plot will be more interesting compare to movie. tp standard la mcm tu. ngn ayat2 penuh bunga n ropol2 mmg wat sy cair di alam fantasi laa. mlm ni layan lagi sekali muvie tu ngn utube. so beautiful, so sweet -____-". citer tu dh gulakan saye nmpaknye.

"..she has been given is not what she wants, as she is forbidden to pursue her own personal desires - namely that of a kindly older man who she has secretly been in love with for years, and goes only by the name of The Chairman..."

"i will lock my heart and saved it for u.."

desires, dreams, and love come together tru out the plot till end. sumeone who lives with it may never feel gives up in every single way he/she encounters. life is about a battle for someone u love, for something u long for...and for something precious that we call as dream.

Goodbye part5

dalam post Goodbye ni, sume kisah pd ari2 terahir kat UTP...so, byk chpter lg yg akan ditulis selagi tak balik umah ari sls ni. ade 2 ari lagi. *yeay* ok fine, post ni x sihat sbb semuanya pasal muvie++ series in korean & japan. mintak ampun sbb sy mmg x layan cite english sgt. disebabkan melepak sahaja kerja di utp ni, maka ni la antara 'aktiviti' yg boley dibuat.

Hana Yori Dango...cerita ni dh berkurun daa, saye bru layan. punye la lmbat gle...agak2 kalo org nk nek flight nk pg europe, saye masih kayuh basikal balik dr sekolah. tiket pon xde lgik. hehehe... btw, i like this series. sama mcm Boys Over Flowers. watak hero die yg best sbb syg gle kat awek die wpon she just a commoner. hurm, dlm cte boley la buat mcm ni. in real life...mimpi laa kot. haha ^__^

then, layan jugak cerita ni. Personal Taste. sbb Lee Min Ho jd hero. ahakz, ok fine, suke die :P tp ade jugak kan pompuan mcm ni, senang gle caye kat org. aish, lembut gle hati...Gae In...tp cte ni lawak. ley la layan time bosan2 ni :)

last one, Cinderella Sister. yg ni x tgk abis lg. cte ni best jugak, esp watak Eun Jo. agak2 kalo saye buat watak cm ni dlm daily life, sah2 kena marah ngn sume org. haha..gle annoying! tp best sbb die byk berdikari. stand on her own. OST2 cte ni best..hehe \0/

abis psl muvie. skrg tgh layan novel 5tahun 5 bulan. aritu bace skip byk2. kali ni bru nk bace balik. lps ni nk bace Cinta di Langit Gaza plak (baru beli kat Talk Palestin aritu hehe)

sekian~

apart of 3 idiots...

today, i went to IRC- alone! haha, but i doesn't bother me at all. sorang pon ok pe. mayb dulu berdua. but if one is better than two, why should i choose for two? (ayat sarcastic di sini) :) ;)

library quite cold. for me its is freezing sbb xdak sweater. so, i cant focus sgt. next tyme i should bring all stuff dtg library.

honestly, its not about cold or freezing yg membuatkan sy x ley fokus. but, spirit and courage yg ntah mcm dh pudar sikit2 ni. gap 8 hari ni supposedly dilihat as one advantage tuk fokus, study sume. but, trust me babe, its not easy. otak ke lain, mata ke lain. pendek kata susah sgt nk fokus. 12.30 sy balik. plan to come again ptg nnt for discussion.

meet fikri utk amik notes facilities. i just nk check mine. rse mcm quite incomplete jek. again, i m not really in good mood to study. T__T. somehow, ttb ade satu intention dr dalam: 3 IDIOTS!!! ok, gerak hati mahu tgk cerita ni. sambil taking lunch, ape salahnye layan muvie. fyi, sy jenis tak setia kalo bab2 layan series or muvie ni. as i mentioned in previous2 post, sy suke skip2 cte which means sy x kan tgk one by one. so, even kalo filem tu adelah 23 episode mcm Adamaya, i can simply finish it in 1hours! hehe...sbb i byk skip...malas nk layan sgt. next tyme bila tak buzy boley la kot. hehehe

ok, talking about this movie: 3 idiots. rating sy bagi 5/5. amik ko. kali ni, sy tak skip any part. tgk smpai habis hingga sy cancelkan my plan nk g irc, (kebetulan nad ade keja td, so study grp cancel). sy suke movie ni, really inspired me. haa, Allah ni hebat la. tgh2 sy down, xde mood nk study...Dia bg sy intention layan cte ni. Alhamdulillah. Sy selalu berdoa spy Allah kurniakn hidayahNya dlm setiap langkah. tgk movie pon ley dpt hidayah???haaa, part yg tak elok tu xyah la tgk! heee....hidayah Allah boley dtg dlm mcm2 cara...insyaAllah. ok, back to the movie.

Life is all about listening to your heart and chasing your dreams. That's the essence of 3 idiots. the rest of synopsis, ley bace kat sini. dan yg penting sekali, belajar bukan utk jawab exam semata.

"Rancho said, knowledge is increasing verywhere-where ever you get it, gain it!!!"

Hey Raju, we'll study, with complete dedication we will study, but not only to pass the exam...

some great scholar has said, never study to be successful, study for self efficiency. Dont run behind the success, follow behind excellence..success will come all way behind you..

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then, i think that's the root...where we should begin and where we should end. Allah, thanks for this intention...ade 2 papers lagi utk saye realisasikan impian. May Allah bless me....and friends.

i asked my rumet...can i be apart of 3 idiots??? then she said, "awaklah.." and she laughed...hehehe ^__^

a day i need u

1st view i did have this morning. is it nice, isn't it? Maha Suci Ya Allah dlm menciptakan setiap sesuatu dgn penuh kesempurnaan. Semuanya indah dan terbaik. Subhanallah...i wish to be in this pace...all the time. ^__^

2 papers down, with 8 days gap buatkan sy jd nak maen2 plak. rse mcm dah grad fasa 1. pdhal 2papers coming ni subject major n minor saye. both 3 credit hours. ops, ade FYP presentation lgi 4th June. sgt la terbaik. agak2 nye..ape yer perasaan bila dh grad nant? is that feeling tu mcm abis SPM 5tahun yg lalu? or abis UPSR 10 tahun lalu? i bet they wont be da same. heee.. btw, seronok dgr kawan2 yg dh present FYP. most of dak2 mechy dh siap sume. i mean, dh present, even ade yg dh siap hardbound dissertation lagi, tunggu nk submit kat SV je. owh...ape jugak yg mereka rase yer bila dh siapkan semua FYP? haha. apepon, jujurnya sy tak pernah nyesal utk present plg lambat. biarlah grad lmbat sbb sy mahu buat yg terbaik spy sy tak nyesal. definitely sy tak nyesal lngsung pilih utk lmbatkan sume ni. thanks Allah for listening my wish. :) :)

haha, dlm tempoh ni...sempat lg melayan series korean2. ahaha...gle, sungguh gle la perangai. addicted dgnPersonal Taste. sbb nye i like the actor. Lee Min Ho berlakon ramai kot org suke. dak pompuan sume suke, including me. pastu layan cte Adamaya. asalnye layan cte ni sbb ramai org pakat dok sebut nk husband mcm Adam. so, tergerak la hati, pesal la dieorg ni nk sgt kat org mcm Adam tu. so layan la sepam dua. Watak Adam tu sweet, gentleman. patutla dak pompuan sukerr. saye? owh, bg saye biasa shj. mmg admit watak die nice, tp he's not my taste la. *ceeh* bg kat saye yg mata sepet, mungkin i melekat. org syed2 ni sy tak suke sgt.. haha. kidding saje. :S

ade sst yg terbuku dlm hati. psl impian dan harapan. antara keinginan dan keyakinan yg kdg2 pudar. perlukan kekuatan tanpa bergantung pd org laen. hanya perlukan Allah sbg teman. tanpa Dia, sy terlalu lemah. tp cube berlagak setenang mungkin insyaAllah. dan satu lg saye perlukan keluarga di sisi. sbg org2 kuat yg memberi semangat.

"Jaga dirimu baik2 ya sayang"

Ayah melakukan itu semua agar saya KUAT..kuat utk pergi dan menjadi dewasa...

p/s: title mcm xde kaitan kalo tgk sekali imbas.... -___-"

secret admire

okey, finished watching BOF. dgn kadar kelajuan 10 minit per series.huhu, i think i m good enough for that speed limit.LolZ. well, if nk tgk smpai habis, for ages la i have to be a statue in front my lappy.no way. final sem, u wont have so much time like first yr student. ^^V

i wished that will be my last series for this entire sem, plis, i dun want to be addicted anymore. mcm hape jek, byk keja but with very low productionnye. efficiency mmg xley wat profit. at the end, bankrup!hehehe...owh yeah, even with that speeding & marathon series, i still can catch up the story line lorh. even, certain part mcm blur2 what so and so became this way. ahaaa...that's the 'consequent'nyer. btw, i like hero with his characteristic, believes in heroin beyond all doubts! that's impressed. :)

ok, that's the end of my fanatic series Boys Over Flower. back to real life, they are to hassle with slight changes here and there. especially in projects. Not FYP. Alhamdulillah. one, two, three and four projects in the row. i guest, this whole sem (final sem) mmg totally menghabiskan mase for projects. i try my best to make sure my feeling sem ni tak terjejas dgn hanya perkara remeh2 mcm member2 buat hal, being ignored, huh, what do i care. sometimes being selfish is the best way to make ur eyes deaf and eyes blind. and the best way to find new people. haha. jahatnye hidup. well, its ok. as long as u are in right side, then dont waste ur tears for all those thing! be strong always.

Ya Allah, kurniakan ak kekuatan..

kekuatan spy ak mampu pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Aamin.

do u believe with the word 'secret admire', dont u? hurm, as far as i noe, it never exist for world. if u like that persons, just be friend with them. is that secret admire ni same dgn crush? asal ttb ak tertanya psl topik ni??? if u always keep watching that person afar, is that mean u are his/her secret admire? this word bothers me somehow. kaco org jek :P

BOF and my interpretation

Dear all,

it just like all of sudden when i feel like i want to share my thought about this 'series' here..ok, lately, i have been watching BOF, Boys over Flower after became fan for You're Beautiful previously. (kantoi sbb still having time to watch this kinda series.LOLz..hehe, it just halwa mata while having meal ok! :)

i noe ppl said both these series: best. fine.AGREE with the reason coz of their handsome actors and cute actresses. ayat lazim++skema. hurm, for me it can be one of the reason la, but the main thing here is how the hero really support his gf. ni cite BOF yer. i felt impressed bila tgk the way hero akan menyebelahi heroin in any situation. haha. if before this, i mcm x ksh whenever i watch the movies/series. i x peduli pon psl tu. asalkan hero handsome anf heroin sweet, so i layan. :P

yes, i admit mmg before ni pon jalan cerita lebey kurang, but somehow i felt this time plot seems quite different ( its not general plot coz of cos the story is about love!) that hero tu kaya, really kaya, falls for commoner yg mmg bagai langit dgn bumi. then he try to suit himself in the family. and in any case he appreciates that girl very much. talking about this, i still remember what my mom told me (zaman kecik2 lagi), cr ssorg yg betul2 appreciate kt, yg akan sentiasa menyebelahi kita and accept us the way we are. if we are clumsy and kekampungan, die still tak malu to bring us pg party besar2 (but at the same time kt tahu la xnk bgi malukan die), a person who noe how to differentiate between love and respect!

whenever i watch this series, sy terpk, ade ke a nice guy mcm ni? for the tyme being i hardly find ppl mcm ni. either they are girls or boys. in movie, yup they may exist! but life is not a fairytale dude. and life is too cruel for a person yg sometimes naive like me! hehehe...then, 1 more yg saye suke, their friendship yg betul2 saya kagum. friends, they are the most precious thing in our life. but sometimes kawan makan kawan. if i did meet pon as friend ade jugak akhirnya backstab, ego, bestfriend yg mcm x support kwn sendiri or many more. adekah org sebegini kt layak panggil mereka sbg kawan, sahabat atau teman?

if, i do find this kind o person in life, sumpah hidup mati i wont let them go from my life. boys or girls coz i noe ppl mcm ni are like angels (ceh, bg analogi tahap dewa :P )

hot, then cool

tulis blog tgh malam yg takde la malam sgt. mlm ni tak start study lagi (pergh tikah, 1st week x abis lgi, ko dh start bukak buku!) myb sbb tu la dia selalu ckp saye bdk skema. bosan btol, tiap kali die tegor saye kat gtlk, modal die."iqah yg skema, iqah yg kuat study" T__T

rase mahu pok2 die as how he used to say that words to me. ceeh. sengal. marah smbil gelak.haha. ok, fine. mmg betul pon plan nk study tak berjaya dilunaskan, reasonnye asek dok buat resume. owh resume. waa, mencinye. resume ni mcm ayat2 nk promote diri senirik.tak suke tapi terpksa. nnt tak dpt keja.huhu. resume dh siap? belom, ade sikit lagi. sikit lagi. roughly dh la kot.kot kot...edit sane, cut sini, copy paste situ sini.eeii. banyak songeh tol. ok, mlm ni RESUME bukan main topic, so i think i should hold it for a while. sambung balik bile resume dh siap officialnye*

ni pasal kelas. jadual yg mmg plg tak saye tak ley terima. tapi terpaksa hadapi walaupon rase mcm nk terjun lombong jek. perihalnye tymetable FACILITIES clash dgn CORROSION. tak tahu nk marah kat sape sbb tak tahu kenapa keadaan jd seteruk ni. kalo setakat 2/3 or 4/5 org yg kena, boley terima lgi alasan ko tak reti susun jadual. tp skrg ni ia melibatkan lebey 20 org!!!rasenye lebeh lagi. walaupon jumlah sebenar tak pasti, yg saye pasti jumlahnye adelah besar. yer, mmg saye berkeras nk amik facilities sbb mmg saye nk ambik. nk alasan? saya mls nk senaraikan 1001 reasons utk saye pilih subject tu. tp jgn pksa saye utk amik subject len as minor.

situasi yg perlu dihadapi kami semua perlukan korbankan 1 jam lecture corrosion utk subject tu. alaa, rilex r, sejam je ponnnn. haaa, bagus lah. selama 5 tahun dok UTP, nila mnde plg2 tak suke secara jujurnye. ponteng kls. last sem buat rekod bersih sbb tak ponteng kls walaupon sekali. (bukan nk riak, tp itu kenyataan). so keadaan ni berlaku, sayelah org yg plg tak senang duduk. ok, saye tahu org akan ckp..ape susah amik jek membernye notes. HAHAHA. ok, alangkah bagus kalo saye ade jiwa sebegitu. Azreen ckp, "...saya tahu nape awk susah hati. sbb awk jenis tak percaya pd org kan?.." saye sengih. tahu pon...

i never put any trust to anyone. even mereka adelah kawan yg plg rapat (geng sendiri, bestfriend, teman sebilik dan sesiapa yg mendakwa mereka rapat dgn saye). bunyi sgt kejam, tp itu satu masalah yg saye rse buat saye jd tension. i wish i can trust them. itu prinsip saya dan saye pegang smpai bila2. aish, sejak jd super senior, perangai tu makin berleluasa. gle! satg laki sendiri pon tak caye jugak nampak gayanye. merana~

TAPI, sbb takde pilihan len, saye kena percaya jugak pd mrk2 yg mampu pergi kls corrosion 2jam direct tu (dak2 yg tak amik facilities). saye perlu percaya mereka dan saye perlu percaya ape yg mereka salin dlm kelas!saye tak suke tp saye kena terima kenyataan tu. balik kelas, saye kena pulun study subject tu sendirik. padam muka. T__T

tp, kalo kita suke dan kita terpaksa dan kt takde pilihan (ayat keling), kt perlu hadapi jugak. hadapi dgn berani tanpa takut mati di akhir garisan. ape nk takut, mati tu pasti. yg perlu takut adalah soal bekalan tu cukup ke tak. itu baru betol perlu takut. aiyaaak~

sudahnya, saye geram ngn jadual saye sem ni. tp nsb bek dh cool down td. owh, Ema..thanks sbb bg lagu korean tu. gle best. haha. kan dh ckp, cte tu You are Beautiful tu best. lg best dr Boy Over Flowers. Thanks jugak kat Afiq sbb tlg donloadkan episode 13 ngn 14 dr dc++ V3. hoho. pndai je cari jalan nk donload. nsb bek ade org share kat situ. nk harapkan internet, suma takley.haha. mmg patut pon takley. nnt guna utk mnde len.so, ade dc++ kire dh OK. Asal dc++ kat V5 tak bukak2???

saye suke band dlm cter ni...dl saye tak suke sgt band2 ni. sbb saket telinga dgr. haha, this tyme they did well. lagu2 sume best. vocalist mmg suke sgt2. Shin Woo, watak plg cool+ romantic ok. Jeremy so cute and Tae Kyung mmg wat org saket jiwa tp penuh ngn lawak. lawak yg mmg tak logik. Saya suke jugak Go Mi Nam sbb muka die selalu blur tak bersalah.hehe

Shin Woo aka Jung Yong Hwa

Jeremy aka Lee Hong Ki

disbbkan suke cte ni, xpasal2 kucing yg baru beranak kat umah dpt surat beranak nama2 artis korea. hoho. My Go Mi Nam kat umah tu mak ckp td dh pndai jalan2. hehe. rind dierrr...Jeremy, Shin Woo ngn Tae Kyung juniors ape kbr eh? Dulu, my kucing2 nama kristian jek, skrg ni kaci nama korean plak. baru adil. hehe...Hope u guys doing well, nnt lps final saye balik jumpa korang. ahaks.

*idung kotor before mandi,ish*

owh, terlupa sst...28th January. birthday kakak kesayangan saye. sayang kamu. Happy Birthday darling. utk sorang lg ; kamu, saye doakan Allah bg hidayahNya sbb saye tahu kamu perlukan ia sgt2, cume kamu x sedar je kamu perlukannya. mungkin bukan hari ini kamu akan sedar, tp satu hari nnt. yer, saye harap kamu pergi maen jauh2 dr hidup saya. haha.

Sky Of Love

"If I had not met you that day, then I would not have experienced that pain and sadness, and memories filled with tears.But If I had not met you,I would not have experienced of preciousness and the feeling of absolute happiness..."

“Koizora” is a love story that was originally published on the popular cell phone site Mahou no iRando. It was authored by new writer Mika, and is based on her own experiences. The story was released in book form last October, selling more than a million copies in its first month. The story revolves around Mika (named after the author), who falls in love with her classmate, Hiro, upon entering high school. But over the course of the novel, she ends up suffering through many trials, such as rape, abortion, and betrayal. But through it all proving that love conquers all, and this true love story remains unchanged from the movie. Not only does it simply portray the first love of the highschoolers, it shows the warmth from the family, the importance of life, the bonds with friends, and the common happenings of teens, and through it all Mika and Hiro’s love story gets unwound.

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bercadang mahu menghilangkan rase bosan dlm diri ttp last2 akhirnye tgk cerita yg wat saye nangis. aiseey tangkap feeling sungguh laa. haha, ignore me for being such a very very emo girl tonite T____T

dlm byk2 part yg plg buat saye tanpa segan silu menangis dpn si comel kucing hahaha.....when Mika wrote on small blackboard dlm library, ditujukan buat ex-bf Hiro

"....were you're truly happy?"

then on their graduation day when Mika went to the library for her last time, Hiro replied on the same board,"...i was once truly happy"

actually byk phrase yg wat saye touching huhu...

kdg2 saye terfikir ape yg Mika ckp tu betol jugak..if the end of relationship is such this painful, why must i fall in love again? betol la kan tp secara jujurnya kalo dilihat Allah SWT dtgkan ujian sebenarnya utk menguji iman di hati. cinta itu juga ujian hati yg maha hebat. mmg saat bercinta itu indah tapi sedarkah kt dlm saat itu betapa byk kita terlalai dr mengingati Si Pemilik Cinta? betapa kt terlalu ralit dgn ayat2 cinta dan merasakn dunia ini hanya ada kt dan dia. astagfirullah~

berdoalah semoga ditemukan ssorg yg sebetulnya layak mendapat tempat terindah di hati kt, berdoalah spy Allah teguhkan hati yg sudah retak dan tercalar diguris dgn mainan serta sentuhan manusia. dan seandainya masih tidak mampu utk melupakan dia yg telah jauh pergi, berdoalah sprt Siti Zulaikha yg akhirnya memperoleh cinta agung dari Illahi..

Anakku,

Kecapilah kehidupan ini semahu-mahunya krn kematian akan pasti mendatang.

Cintailah sesiapa sahaja, kau akan tetap berpisah dgnnya.

Lakukan segala ape yang mahu, ganjarannya akan pasti engkau terima.

-Iman Ghazali-

p/s: maaf sekiranya post kali ini saye campur adukkan antara cerita movie dan kisah teladan dalam islam. sebenarnya saye mahu menghurai dan memperkaitkan setiap yg berlaku dgn hakikat kehidupan. sejauh mana kt melangkah pasti akan kembali kpd Dia, Yang Maha Mengetahui setiap perjalanan hidup hambaNya. setiap kekurangan adalah dari diri ini yg masih dlm proses mempelajari erti sebuah kehidupan dgn mengharapkan rahmat, keampunan dan kasih sayang dr Ilahi. insyaAllah...

with ♥,

nasib kurang baik

sy perasan my late posts x byk gmbr, aish...arini saye nk upload byk gmbr from my hobbies(photogrphy lah hehe)nway, saye dh jumpa 2 muvee yg sudah terlalu lame saye cari, which r Secret Garden & Return To the Blue Lagoon..both muvee tahun 1993 ngn 1991,tyme tu saye kecik2 agie hehe. Secret Garden tu saye tgk mse drajah 2 kot ke darjah 1. pastu Return to the Blue Lagoon
(RtBL) tu rsenye ktk drjah 3.cmtu laa lebey kurang, sdh x ingat maa.scenery cter RtBL mmg cntik gle, pulau lah katakan. kalo mse kecik2 dl, saye mmg admire kat hero die nama Richard..ngade, *wheee*

Milla Jovovich (Lili) and Brian Krause(Richard)

then Secret Garden lak, dsbbkan tgk cte tu saye nk umah saye ader kebun rose yg besar dan cantik. ngamuk2 dl kat ayah soh tanam. at last, kat umah saye, kat pagar lah, ader rose bush smpai skrg =D

mary lennox....

Dickon, Mary and Colin

perasaan tyme dpt search muvee tu mmg melangitlah happynye ^^V
thnks to abg JA sbb bg installer tu kat saye, so happy~

ptg smlm saye ke KDRP, teman kak dayah main squash...

napelah saye ley lupa nk bwe raket saye tyme balik 2/3 ari lps.xpe2, insya Allah saye blik lak 18 ni.nk g amik raket ngn wat lesen baru.ekeke..kat utp dl, saye xde minat pon nk men squash. dl saye men basketball, volley, netball n plg suke badminton. pingpon maen jugak.hehe.pendek kate saye men sume tolak tennis ngn squash++ futsal. tennis pernah men, tp xRETI ok!
tp skrg saye rse saye suke squash.saye x rse squash ni susah, at least squash ley main sorang. pukul jek dinding tu kuat2.ahaha =S
smlm saye tgk adek2 kecik maen squash, mak ayah dieorg bg support. 100% support.
BAGUS r, nnt my kids pon nk soh men jugak r n of cos i will give my full support, TAPIIII, akademik kena no 1.hehe....(future plan ni...=D



then, p lepak2 kat pantai blkg KDRP, wif my camera lah. this tyme kak dayah jd my model.(pic len kali upload eh..)...ader incidents yg berlaku..T_T
the 1st one, ms saye duduk tgk nk snap close up utk shell, ttb ombak dtg n, bushhhhh, basahla suar track ngn sport shoes saye...hukhuk, nsb bek kamera sempat angkat. if not menangis x berlagu r ptg tu.. then my kazen call, tyme tu nk balik dh r. die cte kisah sedey dier, saye layan jek. bg nasihat ape2 yg patut. mse nk langkah pagar dawai berduri KDRP, sekali lg, aaaaa...suar lekat kat dawai, koyak sikit kat lutut.hoho(malu2....nsb bek xde org..)
sedey btol lahhhh....

mula2 sampai, hehe...

kak dayah-model sementara =D

x sunset lagi ni...langit biru+kuning..CANTIK

sunset balik bukit....kak dayah ajak saye balik daa~

hari makin gelap, dah nk malam....T_T

mlm lak, mse g dnner, saye nye kena plg mahal...aish, serba x kena ari ni...start dr pagi smpai mlm, ader jek yg x patut happen berlaku jugak...(sedey2 T_T)

apepon ader satu berita yg plg buat saye gembira bl die btau saye die dpt offer keja kat NOrway.next month die fly.alhamdulillah, Allah syg kamu sesungguhnya..i'm proud of u, so much i do.haha..sumetymes we can't predict wut will happen to our life in the future.hurm, like me now, ari ni ley bergelak2 ketawa tp ptg karang who noes wut will happen.

frankly speaking, bg saye, saye tidak mahu memberi harapan kpd sesiapa utk mase skrg. tiada kata2 manis utk dijanjikan yg boley buat kalian senang hati sbb saye sedar saya hanyalah hamba Allah yg daif, x mampu nk menjanjikan sst. hati manusia boley berubah dlm sekelip mata..so, to be safe, saye pegang kata2 ni "honour comes before LOVE"..tidak mahu bercinta utk mse terdekat dan mempunyai ikatan istimewa dgn sesiapa shj exp my family laaa. bg saye biarlah cinta itu hadir sendiri slps 3 or 4 tahun lagi.dan plg tepat slps kahwin.insyaAllah ^^V
bak kata fatin nabila, "stay single itu happy"...."betol betol betol"...jawab upin lak..=P

dgn siapa, saye tak tahu. tp saye akan terima die dgn seadanya, kekurangan dan juga kelebihan die..aamin.Allah Maha Mengetahui siapa dia n saya akan pastikan die bukan calang2 org.(means bukan kenal 5/ 6 bulan ley terus jatuh cinta...hehe) & if die adalah pilihan org tua saye, kalo elok dgn saye, maka saye akan terima..
(owh, sudah post bab2 yg terjiwang..aish, x suke tp itu sebuah kenyataan rasmi)

p/s: atikah mahu undur diri sbb die nk masak spagetti utk kak zura yg die cyg..~
LOve~