UTP shut down 1 week

warning: entry ini agak panjang dan mungkin buat anda loya membacanye. lagi2 part terakhir.hehe. harap maaf!!!~ TING TONG

honestly, when it comes to the announcement dr member2, "UTP tutup seminggu", i can say it such a great relieft. fuhhh...life here is getting dangerous dear, making me felt quite worry and not so so TENANG. lecture still compulsory, dan attendant still di ambil. mmg kena pg jugaklah lecture tu. kalo dulu, hanya bbrp kerat yg pakai mask tp skrg mostly pakai. xde dah nk segan2 ni. tudung senget ke ape, jalan jek. yg penting i just hope the best for my safety. aamin.

mmg best la kan bila campus tutup nie. shut down. cam plant shut down lak. hehe, bersorak gembira lah kami. btw, bila dh tutup ni, cuba bygkan mcm mane flow academic after this. dak2 final year ader FYP. mcm kami ni, final year 1st sem so ok lg kot walaupon bg saye mcm quite lagging keja project. what if final year final sem??? tnyer dieorg cepat...hehe..Ok ke tak Ok bl campus tutup??? dan utk juniors 3rd yr 1st sem, dieorg ader ETP, wuuuu haha, yg skrg ni tgh sibuk nk anta proposal kan. mst mcm lagging jugak. myb utk certain people ok kot sbb ley cr idea lgik. tp utk yg dah nk start, cane????jeng jeng....T____T

dan satu lg utk event CONVOFAIR 2009. since saye pnh jd a part of it mmg kes2 mcm ni agak merungsingkan byk pihak. kalo saye msh di kerusi yg same, mahu nanges ni.hukhuk..byk event kena cancel kan. byk agenda yg akan berubah. dan some sort of thing kot. to sum up, saye rase ade baik la utk kes tutup campus for 1 week ni. at least, bg kementerian kesihatan dan seangkatan yg sewaktu dgnnye sembur vaksin kat sume tempat. yela, cam skrg pg kelas lalu dpn klinik, tgk org beratur panjg2 utk dptkan turn. siap ader kerusi kat luar klinik lg. Ya Allah, sape tak kecut perut tgk??? cepat2la UTP ishtihar tutup campus!!!~

esok balik. balik ngn rumet dan sadiq. konvoi keta. FYI, ni la 1st tyme ayah benarkan saye balik tumpang org. cam excited lak ak ni.HOHO..ikut hati nk jek saye drive sendiri balik. tp sah2 lah ayah x kasi. balik umah no-2 kat KL. x balik kelantan pon. T____T

(i'm not so purely kelantan right now...x suke with this status. ceeeeh~)

okes dan okes...tutup cte psl UTP shut down. bukak cte baru lak. nway, anything that i write here are gonna be apart of my memories. myb one day, i was unable to read, unable to remember all happiness pluss sadness yg pernh terjdi dlm hidup and unable to recap all those silly things...but i'd love to share all my stories with my grandkids and grand2kids (cheewah) maka di sinilah all sources can be explored again. hopefully. all by hopes~

and today, there's someone told me about something that i'd never expect. i don't really noe whether he means for what he said or just suka suki. hehe.

"...takut dgn awk....rse cam awk baik sgt, xsesuai dgn saye.....saya nakal, jahat"

saye yg memandang lappy tyme tu cam syahdu la plak. bukan ape, bukan saye mahu memilih sape2 secara jujurnya, tp ape yg die bgtaw saye, buat saye rse tersentuh. baik ke ak ni???cam sengal jek. weng2 pon ader. mcm mane ader org boley nmpak sst yg kt sendiri kadang2 x sedar. dan tak terfikir langsung. saye tak bangga, malah memuji diri. sebaliknya bersyukur jika betol ape yg die bicarakan. terima kasih. tawu tak saye reply ape kat die...dedede~

"...i'm not good either, but i wish to be good...i'm not perfect, and nobody is perfect, but i wish to be a perfect ...(sile sambung sendiri haha)"

cheeewah, sengal tak ayat last tu. sebenarnye saye tak bermaksd ape2 dgn ayat saye tu. i mean bukan saye mahu bgtaw saye mahu die, mahu memilih die, cume saye mahu die tawu bhw saye pon x sebaik yg die fikirkan. dan tidak sesempurna yg dia bayangkan. tp saye masih ader impian utk menjd seorg yg sempurna. eei,sungguh mengada2 ayat2 itu. HAHAHA

dan sebenarnya buat masa skrg yg sedia ade ni, ape yg saye mahu..hanya satu. dua.. dan tiga. 1st, saya nk fokus pd 1 tahun terakhir dan grad result yg setanding sprt pakcik saye dl. he won a medal for his academic achievement on 2004. 2nd, saye mahu cari hala tuju saye dan identiti diri yg sebetolnya dan 3rd, saya mahu capai keagungan cinta yg sebenarnya. bukan cinta manusia yg buat hati saya separuh mati & kecewasuatu ktk dulu. semua impian saye nmpak terlalu mustahil utk dicapai krn aras penanda yg terlalu tinggi saye kire. tp itu bukan bererti saye mesti mengalah di awal perjuangan.

biarkan angan2 dan impian setinggi awan, seandainya jatuh, kamu tetap berada di puncak

with ♥,