dunia mmg kecik

Dunia tu memang kecik...

at first saye tak percaya sgt bila org bg statement ni. but today, somebody proved it TRUE. dan saye terpksa terima fact tu. rase mcm cerita drama dlm TV.haha...betapa kelakarnye bila ingat. lucu dalam sakit hati. is that a good statement?

bila ingat balik, mmg rase sakit. sakit mcm tersalah makan belacan (or termakan masakan yg dicampur dgn belacan) yg saye tak tahu kewujudannye. satu hari saya akan sakit kepala berdenyut2 xley wat keja ape2. allergik! tpi sakit bila ingat kisah lama tu rse berganda2 lg dr makan belacan. sampaikan sesiapa yg berkaitan dgn kisah lama tu saya akan ignore or buang/ hilangkan tndanye. jahat kan. krn 1hal, sume org terima akibat. menghukum org yg tak bersalah hanya krn kesalahan org len sdgkan org yg tak bersalah tu tak tahu menahu pon ape kaitan die dgn individu itu. mmg kejam. yer, saye ngaku bhw dlm hidup kt perlu jd kejam utk seketika.

tapi kerana sifu saye ni mmg saye rse saye rapat dgn die, xsmpai hati nk hukum die. dan mmg die x bersalah ape2 pon. so tikah jgn jd kejam. jgn kerana ssorg tu, ko biarkan sume org terhukum. jgn jd budak2 kecik yg kalo bergado, habis satu gang die tarik soh pakat benci bdk yg die tak suke tu. hehehe. analogi teringat zaman kanak2 dl. :)

apepon, as the time passing by, i can say i am fine. fine enough with new life. tak terusik dgn kenangan sbb jgn biarkan kenangan lama membunuh kenangan baru yg bakal terukir. cuma, i felt bad whenever i talked about these memories. if can, i don't want to talk, see any pict which can bring all the memories back. not even at once! (i believe, each of us akan ade sst yg die tak nk ingat and same goes with me). 'peristiwa' tu yg taknk sgt diingat. but, yet once again; dunia ni kecik. pusing2, then jumpa jugak. -____-"

camon2, sem last ni...jgn dpressed hanya sbb ability test yg mcm sengal tu mcm dlm blog farah. hahaha. jalan di depan msih jauh dan penuh simpang lagi. jgn jatuh lagi tikah!~

"If I had not met you that day, then I would not have experienced that pain and sadness, and memories filled with tears.But If I had not met you,I would not have experienced of preciousness and the feeling of absolute happiness..."-KAIZORA

tetapi....

"kadang2 Allah patahkan hati kita, untuk selamatkan jiwa kita"

apela yang saye merepek petang jumaat ni??? lantak la org nk ckp ape psl post ni, sbb mmg saye rse nk tulis mcm ni.huh. btw, pls, pls jgn ujan ptg ni. nk tgk& menembak sunset di tasik :)

sunset @ tasek UTP (crdit to kamu) :P