UTP shut down 1 week

warning: entry ini agak panjang dan mungkin buat anda loya membacanye. lagi2 part terakhir.hehe. harap maaf!!!~ TING TONG

honestly, when it comes to the announcement dr member2, "UTP tutup seminggu", i can say it such a great relieft. fuhhh...life here is getting dangerous dear, making me felt quite worry and not so so TENANG. lecture still compulsory, dan attendant still di ambil. mmg kena pg jugaklah lecture tu. kalo dulu, hanya bbrp kerat yg pakai mask tp skrg mostly pakai. xde dah nk segan2 ni. tudung senget ke ape, jalan jek. yg penting i just hope the best for my safety. aamin.

mmg best la kan bila campus tutup nie. shut down. cam plant shut down lak. hehe, bersorak gembira lah kami. btw, bila dh tutup ni, cuba bygkan mcm mane flow academic after this. dak2 final year ader FYP. mcm kami ni, final year 1st sem so ok lg kot walaupon bg saye mcm quite lagging keja project. what if final year final sem??? tnyer dieorg cepat...hehe..Ok ke tak Ok bl campus tutup??? dan utk juniors 3rd yr 1st sem, dieorg ader ETP, wuuuu haha, yg skrg ni tgh sibuk nk anta proposal kan. mst mcm lagging jugak. myb utk certain people ok kot sbb ley cr idea lgik. tp utk yg dah nk start, cane????jeng jeng....T____T

dan satu lg utk event CONVOFAIR 2009. since saye pnh jd a part of it mmg kes2 mcm ni agak merungsingkan byk pihak. kalo saye msh di kerusi yg same, mahu nanges ni.hukhuk..byk event kena cancel kan. byk agenda yg akan berubah. dan some sort of thing kot. to sum up, saye rase ade baik la utk kes tutup campus for 1 week ni. at least, bg kementerian kesihatan dan seangkatan yg sewaktu dgnnye sembur vaksin kat sume tempat. yela, cam skrg pg kelas lalu dpn klinik, tgk org beratur panjg2 utk dptkan turn. siap ader kerusi kat luar klinik lg. Ya Allah, sape tak kecut perut tgk??? cepat2la UTP ishtihar tutup campus!!!~

esok balik. balik ngn rumet dan sadiq. konvoi keta. FYI, ni la 1st tyme ayah benarkan saye balik tumpang org. cam excited lak ak ni.HOHO..ikut hati nk jek saye drive sendiri balik. tp sah2 lah ayah x kasi. balik umah no-2 kat KL. x balik kelantan pon. T____T

(i'm not so purely kelantan right now...x suke with this status. ceeeeh~)

okes dan okes...tutup cte psl UTP shut down. bukak cte baru lak. nway, anything that i write here are gonna be apart of my memories. myb one day, i was unable to read, unable to remember all happiness pluss sadness yg pernh terjdi dlm hidup and unable to recap all those silly things...but i'd love to share all my stories with my grandkids and grand2kids (cheewah) maka di sinilah all sources can be explored again. hopefully. all by hopes~

and today, there's someone told me about something that i'd never expect. i don't really noe whether he means for what he said or just suka suki. hehe.

"...takut dgn awk....rse cam awk baik sgt, xsesuai dgn saye.....saya nakal, jahat"

saye yg memandang lappy tyme tu cam syahdu la plak. bukan ape, bukan saye mahu memilih sape2 secara jujurnya, tp ape yg die bgtaw saye, buat saye rse tersentuh. baik ke ak ni???cam sengal jek. weng2 pon ader. mcm mane ader org boley nmpak sst yg kt sendiri kadang2 x sedar. dan tak terfikir langsung. saye tak bangga, malah memuji diri. sebaliknya bersyukur jika betol ape yg die bicarakan. terima kasih. tawu tak saye reply ape kat die...dedede~

"...i'm not good either, but i wish to be good...i'm not perfect, and nobody is perfect, but i wish to be a perfect ...(sile sambung sendiri haha)"

cheeewah, sengal tak ayat last tu. sebenarnye saye tak bermaksd ape2 dgn ayat saye tu. i mean bukan saye mahu bgtaw saye mahu die, mahu memilih die, cume saye mahu die tawu bhw saye pon x sebaik yg die fikirkan. dan tidak sesempurna yg dia bayangkan. tp saye masih ader impian utk menjd seorg yg sempurna. eei,sungguh mengada2 ayat2 itu. HAHAHA

dan sebenarnya buat masa skrg yg sedia ade ni, ape yg saye mahu..hanya satu. dua.. dan tiga. 1st, saya nk fokus pd 1 tahun terakhir dan grad result yg setanding sprt pakcik saye dl. he won a medal for his academic achievement on 2004. 2nd, saye mahu cari hala tuju saye dan identiti diri yg sebetolnya dan 3rd, saya mahu capai keagungan cinta yg sebenarnya. bukan cinta manusia yg buat hati saya separuh mati & kecewasuatu ktk dulu. semua impian saye nmpak terlalu mustahil utk dicapai krn aras penanda yg terlalu tinggi saye kire. tp itu bukan bererti saye mesti mengalah di awal perjuangan.

biarkan angan2 dan impian setinggi awan, seandainya jatuh, kamu tetap berada di puncak

with ♥,

Life sekarang

malas yer nk tulis blog lately..mentang2 lah dh jd FINAL year kan. bajet buzy jek selalu. nk dating pon xde mase. acece, walhal pakwe pon xde. dlu mungkin yer, tapi x dating jugak. mungkin sbb tu pakwe lari kot. hehe. nway, itu citer sejarah tingkatan 5 ok? so, saye sudah malas ingat walaupon saye kena belajar sejarah lgi sem ni "Malaysian Studies" -3 credit hours. T___T

owh, baru saye sedar jadual saye sem ni adelah hanya 3 hari bersekolah sahaje! ok 3 hari sahaja. menarek bukan. sile la jeles beramai2 dgn jadual saye. hoho. so, byklah mase saye nk melepak dan tgk muvee sambil goyang kaki. dating x masuk dlm list yer sbb xde!!! HAHA. banyak la nk melepak. itu bukan tkah laaa itu adelah clon kepada tkah myb. kalo tkah buat mcm tu mknanye mmg tkah sudah bukan tkah dan adelah org len. hehe.. okok, looking to very+comey+cute tymetable mmg buat saye rse ngeri. CUAK sebenarnye sbb takut jd leka plak bl byk sgt mse free. adei...

stdy smart and work hard

haaa..ok tak kenyataan tu utk diguna pakai sepnjang sem ni??? atau anda rse saye perlu menambahkan kepada or menukar jd lg pnjg or make it complicated??? aaah, ok kot. pndek2 nnt senang ingat, hehe. that words should be placed straight in heart. heh, ntah pape la plak ttb nk letak dlm hati. aiyook, xpe saye mahu signage tu cover luka2 dan calar2 yg msh ader kat hati. merapu tapi a bit bermakna. bak kate lecturer LATENT heat. ngehngeh.

maaf, mahu lari dari topik asal. skrg saye paksa diri makan ulam. hari2 saye kena makan ulam. hehe. kalo mak tahu mest die tergelak. sbb anak die macam sengal bl tiba bab utk makan sayur. huh, itu dulu la mak. one more thing saye sbnrnye x suka makan sayur masak. suka makan yg mentah. bad habit ke good habit ni? saye pon x tahu. layan sajek. tiap kali lunch, i'll make sure saye cekup ulam kat cafe. daun pudina, daun pegaga, and some sort of ulam. well, semakin besar ni kena pndai r jager badan. chewaah, patutnye amalkan mase kanak2 lagi. takpe2 hopefuly tak terlambat lg. mahu awet muda dan sentiasa sihat. HEHE...aamin.

owh, i really dream for a baggy jeans. pls pls...peliknye laa sejak jd final year. sikit2 nk kait ngn final year. semua salah final year.HEHE.. suka la suar yg cutting besar kat bwh. xnak yg boot cut nyer style. T___T. seksi sbb totally akan nampak cutting and shape paha mcm mane. hehe. yg baggy ni kat paha quite longgar and bila kat bwh lagi besar. waah, x ley bayang bl saye mcm mane. jd jubah kot. *weng*

with ♥,

Selawat Syifaa

Syifaa itu bererti penyembuh. Selawat ini jika diamalkan tetap setiap hari boleh menjadikan badan tetap sihat dan sejahtera. Dijauhkan dari segala macam penyakit dgn izin Allah dan diterangkan hatinya. Sebaiknya selawat ini dibaca selepas solat fardhu menurut kemampuan ssorg dgn bilangan yg tetap.

Fadhilatnya:

1. Barang siapa membaca selawat ini 3 kali selepas sembahyang 5 waktu akan dapat menghilangkan kebuntuan dan susah hati.
2. Jika dibaca 7 kali selawat ini pada air dan diminum, insyaAllah dapat menyembuhkan sakit perut dan lain2.

Abu Hurairah r.a. berkata, Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda: "Siapa yang dikehendaki oleh Allah padanya suatu kebaikan (keuntungan), maka diberinya penderitaan."" (HR. Bukhari)

Abu Hurairah r.a. berkata, Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda: "Neraka tertutup dengan berbagai syahwat nafsu. Sedang syurga tertutup dengan kesukaran dan keberatan." (HR. Bukhari, Muslim)

source link: http://nuursyifa.blogspot.com

with ♥,

Setel & Dinner

alhamdulillah, arini semuanye dh disetelkan which covered final report for industrial internship and proposal for final year project. ley r tarik nafas lega sekejap. sekejap je kot... balik bilik tido lgi...dh start belaja arini. advanced polymer. tp eeii, x suke sbb saye dok berangan dlm kls. menci2, patutnye fokus. hadei, apeni tikah. tp sy jd mcm ni sbb saye dok belakang. takley nk fokus. depan saye lak ade dak2 laki yg tinggi2. kepala dieorg saje dh tutup pandangan skrin. xsuke2. mmg nk duduk dpn asalnye tp ade sst yg menghalang. mmg terpksa dok belakang. so bl view dh x best, berangan la jadiknya. HAHAHA. warning utk diri sendiri : kalo berangan lagi dlm kls pasni mmg nk kena r. ade denda.. hehe.

ade jek yg kusyuk.....^^V

kepala mamat ni kaco lah -____-"

then bngun ptg tu ajak rumet g bg makan ikan kat tasik. act, saye rse rindu sgt2 dkt pntai di paka tu. rse nk tgk air laut yg tenang tu. rindu angin pntai petang2. seyes tak tipu ok. to kat sini mane ade pntainye, plg dekat kat Lumut. T_____T

senja di UTP

tenang jek

ni rumet saye, Intan ;)

bg ikan makan, at least rse ilang sikit kot rindu tu,hehe... damai jek tgk ikan berebut2 roti. sory, gmbr tak bpe cantik sbb x bwe nikon. ni pakai phone jek. xpe, next tyme msh ade mase. setahun lgik...

tonite, saye dan intan makan ngn our juniors. akmal, sadiq, wan, ilya dan nuzul. makan kat kedai mane ntah. xde nama haha. tp makanan die best. seronok woo. yerp, saye rindu mereka. myb this will be the last time saye makan dgn mereka. ntah, x berani nk janji lah. sebenarnye susah utk saye berdiri dan berada dlm situasi makan2 td. hurm, certain people might noe why. tp saye syukur sgt2 sbb Allah bg kekuatan dan saye tak rse ape2 pon. cam smooth je sume even i walked beside him mase kat bank. myb everything has gone. i dun noe....lets everything become a history, that's whut i told him...

nuzul, ilya, me and my rumet Intan

us (^________^)

that's all i think. mls nk tulis byk2 sbb rse ngantuk. owh...T_T sleepy head btol lah sejak 2 mnjak ni...adei..HAHA. Intan, thnks for everything. *wink*

p/s: saye dpt nama baru skrg. ade org pnggil saye Atikah Zailan. hehe ;P

with ♥,

owh....

owh, saye smkin malas utk update blog lately..if smlm saye ade post pasal "WHY???" , tp bila go thru several tymes rase cam ntah pape jek. itu mcm bdk tadika menulis jek. hehe...mmg la ader rse tak puas hati dan geram sume, tp bl dipikirkan balik i just should let them go. pergilah sbb tak guna utk terus berada di sini... THE END

hurm, bl dh jd final year ni byk sgt mende nk kena fikir. selalu saye mcm ilang punca. ngn fyp nyer lg. ngn studies dan mcm2... selalu je termenung tanpa sedar. hadei laa. dan jugak bile balik bilik mest nk tido jek. nk layan muvee cam xde mood sgt wpon dc++ depan mata jek. xde hati utk semua tu. agknye otak msh dlm tempoh perubahan dan pengubahsuaian dr zaman intern ke zaman belajar.

ini satu simbolik kpd kehidupan skrg

nway, td saye telah mensetelkan sume yg berkaitan dgn sticker kereta, yeay, kereta dah ade sticker. pak guard jgn saman saye k? hehe...thnks Aimi.. owh, yer esok saye beraye. .eeei, tak malu..haha...org len dh lame beraye. alaa, nk wat cane. apepon alhamdulillah, gembira pluss lega.

ps: jgn lupa wish saye selamat hari raye ye esok. (^____^)

2 sem ni bukan utk maen2, tp utk pulun sehabis pulun...insyaAllah. saye ade terbaca ayat ni dr blog kak izyan, my senior from scipp...dan saye agak tersentuh dgn ape yg ditulis.. yup, saye mengakui semua ni tanpa bantahan walau sebesar kuman pon hehe.

kadang2 Allah patahkan hati kita untuk selamatkan jiwa kita,

Dia patahkan hati kita utk membuatkan kita bersemangat,

Dia yang Maha Mengetahui....

with ♥,

pls color my life

class dah start smlm, felt quite excited nk g kelas sbb almost 8 months nk g lecture. meet bestbuddies sume and guest whut, almost ader cter menarik.hahaha...congrate from me!!~

briefing tuk FYP dh start. ttb rse a bit cuak with this new semester. owh, tikah 0' tikah, pls wake up. termenung pnjg2 pon xde guna. wutever might happen at future, nobody noes. just follow the flow and never stuck anywhere. nk jd sumeone its not easy....i believe that words.ahaaa

somehow, i felt my life become so dull currently. why ah?gosh, i really donno this kinda of sindrom.aiyakkk! myb i still miss my good old days mse intern haha. ntah, i've no answer for it. i felt something is missing and my heart deeply miss that 'part'. T____T

i really need 'something' to color my life.

if this person dlm gmbr tu betol2 wujud, nk jek saye suruh die kalerkan life saye ni. bagi a bit colourful dan blink2.ahaha..tp itu mmg xde la kan. having mimpi2 yg mcm mengimbau kisah lama pon quite menggangu jiwa somethimes. i do hate this, tp i noe it just a dream. a dream that finally left as D.R.E.A.M aka mimpi yg tak sudah. anyway, wpon saye menulis sebegini sebenarnye xdelah saye rase down ke ape. hidup mmg sentiasa ceria. cuma mimpi semalam yg menggangu. hehe...owh yeah, should i state here that finally i become as one of FINAL YEAR student. waahh, senior plak daaaa (^___^) (@_@) (-____*)"

with ♥,

Welcome Back!!!~

welcome back tikah dearie...surely u miss this kinda of place after 8 months being 'away' aite?hehe, of coslah kan. kalo tnye mne2 dak batch saye pon, they will give u same aswer. so, xyah la tnyer, sila la paham sendiri2 ok? and for any juniors yg lps ni nk g intern, trust me when u left this campus and live with working environment, barula you guys akan terasa dgn perkataan 'rindu' or bestnye zaman jd student nih!!~

(wpon cam sgt x best to face all asgmnt+ test+ projects+ final reports plus raja segala dewa which are final exams) ahaks....

okey, alhamdulillah before terlmbat & i should praise to Allah for this wonderful oppurtunity dpt intern selama 8 bulan di tempat yg sgt best, and finally coming back to this 'valley' hehe..alhamdulillah. if before this, saye kerap merungut kenapa saye x dpt nk intern kat tempat yg saya nk sgt2, and i wondering why Allah honored me to be attached in PGB, sumehow now i do realize. setiap yg Allah buat tu mmg dah sedia ade cantiknya, tanpa cacat cela walau sebesar zarah sekalipon. He knows us well and ape yg terbaik utk kita.

hurm, that's view being snapped from my room. yg kaler oren tu poket C, and buliding berdekatan for Mechanical & Cvl Engineering. so, agak dekatla kalo nk ke kuliah lps ni. tapi sgt2 la jauh utk ke library, haha. honestly, saye rse excited nk start blaja balik. hehe...sengal kan. nk g lecture and stdy ramai2 and nk rse pegang pensel balik utk wat asgmt. ceh, pelik benar la perangai. T____T

dan yg agak best semalam dh makan same2 ngn my lovely juniors. sadiq, akmal and azar. wpon x sempat borak lame2 since they all nk g majlis penutupan tilawah, saye tetap rse seronok. pg cafe tgk muka2 baru jek. mostly saye tak kenal..adei, itu semua juninor kah??? haha, inilah keadaan org yg x sedar diri die tu dh jd senior.*lol*

x sempat lg nk jmpa wif my colleagues, sbb msg2 dh seperate. act, saye pon stay ngn senior final sem. rsenye saye dan rumet plg muda kot. tapi x ksh sbb as long as dpt level 2, ok r tue n dpt view yg cantik dr bilik..waah, that's wut i want~

x dpt nk arrange jadual lg sbb saye xde cabel LAN, so nk masuk webste utp pon quite sengal jugak lew. online pon pakai broadband and coverage x bpe clear sgt. alolo...tp tetap bersyukur.

(^_______^)V

black ant on wild orchid

gambar ni saye snap mse kat umah. cam cumey jek tgk semut itam atas kelopak orkid liar kaler putih tue. sajek nk include dlm ni wpon x tahu ape relating that pict with my post yg kat atas tu.

with ♥,

Key & Padlock

esok balik sane...hurm, bl pk2 cam berdebar jek walaupon dlm hati ade rse seronok...FINAL YEAR student, phewwit. sound so cool aite???well, i dunno how should i express this **&%$& sort of feeling..cam gelabah jek padahal bukan nk kawen lg. br nk jd final year..owh, supposely, i should think & set dlm kepala to +vely thinkng. ape daaa...

so, bl esok nk balik sah2 la my mom akan jd org yg quite busy. asking itu and ini. packing all sort of stuff yg nak dibawa. anak die just wat muka toya relax and pegi men ngn kucing.ahaha..bertuah sungguh laaa kan. MALAS nk packing awal2. adeii, but looking at my mom and dah mcm byk kali dgr mom suruh mnde yg same, maka anak die ni terpksa la packing brg2..haha, i noe why my mom soh packing awal2 sbb nnt xdela org bising call, "mak, i left that thing, baju..calculator la...bla..bla..." pastu soh ayah g pos laju. untung jek POS M'sia kalo dlm dunie ni sume org cam ak kan...T____T

yet, i come to final stage of my packing same ini barang2. kali ni pg ngn satu keta jek since saye nk bwe keta blik UTP..ayah x arap saye nk drive blik sane. so bila mnggunakan 1 kereta shj, space pon limited dan i need to bw brg2 yg penting shj..( x suke act, huh coz i jnis yg nk angkut sume dlm bilik kat umah bw balik UTP) hehe...i dun want to ltk gmbr all my mak nenek punye beg dlm post ni coz i noe sah2 kena kutuk pasni.HAHAHA

that's it. now saye tgh crik balik all my keys yg berkurun2 (8 months) i kept for awhile hehe..nsb bek jumpa coz i dun wanna beli baru & abiskan duit yg dh diplan utk belanja juniors tersayang kat UTP nnt. (baeknye kakak ini, poYO ah)..tp kan yg wat saye rse geram when try byk kali sumbat key ngn padlock tu. x masuk2 jugak. nama dah macthing tp x gak terbukak pdlock

tu.

u can see banyaknye mangga2 saye with si kunci2 yg saye pon x tahu mane satu. just try and error. act ni dah cubaan ke2 utk membuka sume mangga ni. sbb tu la, u can see each padlock dh dipadankan dgn si kunci msg2. suddenly mse tgh try & error tu sempat jugak saye layan blues pk tntg LIFE bl tgk kunci & padlock. yeah, its kinda like our life and LOve..oopssS!!!~

yelah, its like u find a person n u feel that he/she is totally can suit u in any mode. haa, bajet bagus & partner sepnjang hayat la kan. u be friend ngn that person, try to love each other and getting serious in ur relationship. itu bagus lah. but then, in the middle of journey, something unexpected happens. kamu dan that person ttb rase tak ley suite each other lak.mcm2 mnde nk argue n all lovely & romantic love story seems gone. and say BYE BYE...dan msg2 jumpa org len plak..ini summarize je act..haha

well, relate with all those key & padlocks. mase mula2 i nk match mnde tu dlm cubaan PERTAMA, of cos la i saw brand key ngn padlock. yes, SAMA. so i try utk msukkan. tp guys, naek merah my fingers sbb saye tak ley bukak key tu. then try yg len jugak. byk kali try2 still the same. end result, saye blah cmtu jek. next time kot. i went pg buang sampah dl hehe.

when i come back, i did the same thing again. tp, ntah cane i perasaan all those pdlock brand nye same. so, meaning walaupon brand yg same doesnt mean any key can be inserted to any pdlock. if that so, senang la si pencuri nk masuk umah org. HUHUHU T____T

with all the patience i do have, chewaah, i try...one by one..lame jugak wat probability kat sini. last2 one by one finally meet partner msg2. hehehe...yeaaay!!!~

cume, satu shj...my loker punye. this padlock ade satu jek and of cos la takkan tertukar dgn yg brand len kan. i tot its so easy laa sbb mmg key die ade kat situ. tp i tersilap again. walaupon kunci sama dgn padlock dan mmg sah2 itu kunci kepunyaan pdlock tu, ia still x ley bukak padlock tu...kenapa???i taruk minyak johnson baby hopefully if kalo ade karat ley jugak bukak..tp still xley. T______T

why??? need more effort or i should pass it to my dad..mayb kot...

so guys, is that hati kter pon cmtu jugak??? where we can find the right person who holds the right key to open it?? nobody noes and its like gambling to find that person. plus try and error also. HAHA. but, dun forget we'r Muslim and there a right path for it. istikharah slps berusaha ok???

with ♥,

My letter to Aswad

hey, i miss my old umah kat paka. i miss that sister too. and i should let everybody noe everythime i talk about that kitties, maka mata ni berair. huh, i did miss them alot. smlm pon i slept smbil tatap muka si comel aswad dlm phone. sedar2 pg td, phone kena lenyek..aiseh, seb bek x patah. dah lor phone tu sekeping, flip plak.haha....gle ah...mmg pon. mmg saye rindu sgt2 ngn si kucing2 tu. td btaw ayah, mahu pegi paka lg...

for sure i miss kak zura jugak...

saye tak tahu sampai bila saye akan ingat kat si comel ni, myb bila dah balik UTP, feeling tu akan berkurangan..sbb bz kan. but believe me, no matter wut, kamu & loli akan kekal dlm memories saya. as one of the sweetest among memory laen yg juga bergula.tp gula kamu mmg berair manisnye (^_____*)

hey Aswad,

anyhow, saye terpaksa terima kenyataan bhw mungkin pertemuan kt ari tu adelah yg terkhir...dan 10th july itu hari yg terakhir saye peluk kamu sambil menangis sbb berat nk tinggalkan kamu. saye tak rapat sgt dgn Loli sbb Loli tinggalkan kter sekeluarga. tp saye syukur sgt2 sbb sblm saye dan khdijah balik, kami jumpa Loli kembali. nnt, kamu x keseorangan sbb Loli ade utk jd teman sepermainan kamu.

hey Aswad,

kamu mmg nakal kan, masuk je umah selain bilik kak dayah kamu suke sngat2 ngan tilam jepun saye tu. kamu suke tgk tv, mnde gerak2, pndai men bola. then bila nk tido, kamu suke buat gaya mnja dan dtg menempel dekat saye. btol tak??sila iyerkan sbb saye tahu mmg btol pon. kamu gemuk, bulat dan pendek. suke sgt bila mndikan kamu sbb kamu x byk songeh. haha, kamu meragam bila kak dayah rendam kamu dlm baldi. hehe, kakak tu tak tawu care nk mande kan kamu pd awalnye...;D

hey aswad,

si kucing yg comel..kalo ikut perkiraan, saye dan lecturer myb akan dtg on akhir tahun nnt utk project kami. tp adekah kamu masih ade ktk itu???dan act saye tak pasti btol2 akan dtg ataw itu sekadar perancangan kami shj.

aswad syg,

kak zura ckp sejak kami takde, kamu x selincah dl lg. kamu dh x nk men2 ngn loli lg..kamu diam shj. kenapa? saye tawu kamu rindu kan? kamu rindu kami berdua. tp kamu tak reti nk ckp dan bgtaw. mse kami packing brg2 aritu, kamu pndang sahaja. curious sgt bl tgk kami angkat beg besar masuk keta, kami nk kemana eh??? sebenarnye kami nk pg jauh, kami nk balik ke tempat belajar. di paka hanya sementara tp sudah cukup utk menyaksikan kamu dan loli dilahirkan, jage kamu dan men2 dgn kamu. 8 bulan ekceli sdh cukup utk buat kami merindui kamu...

hey aswad,

kamu jgn nakal2, jage diri dan yg penting jgn merayap umah org. jgn men2 tpi jalan kalo kamu sayang saye dan khadijah. bahaya taw...kami kat sini akan sentiasa ingat kamu & loli.

wish both of you to grow well and stay healthy..hug and kisses to both of u.

with ♥,

tikah & on behalf 0' khdijah

saye menulis mcm Aswad reti jek nk bace sume ni. huhu..takpelah...walaupon die seekor kucing yg kecik, yg sure x reti bace buku n x tawu kewujudan alam maya internet ni, its just fine with me. hurm, ape2pon saye tak susah hati sgt sbb saye tawu kak zura akan jage kamu & loli. bg kamu makan kenyang2 dan sayang kamu berdua. do take care alwys..

Pretty Woman and she is Kak Zura

my sincere appreciation to my dear & lovely sister...kak Zura...owh akak, saye sgt sedey nk tinggalkan akak dan rumah kite kat Paka tu..dan juga nk tinggal Loli and Aswad...haa, mse akak balik Srwk mlm tu, saye control x nk nangis...tahan2, x cool kalo nanges..hehe...dan bila akak sms tulis

"will be missing u! halalkan makan minum kak yea..."

Pretty woman, that kind i like to meet

maka slps mndpt sms tu, air mata saye tanpa rse ingin cool terus berebut nk kuar.haha...dan saye x reply msg akak sbb saye xnk reply.x nk ah rse ingin sedey lagi..T____T

kalo saye nk citer kat sini, rsenyer mmg byk kot ape yg akak dh buat kat saye. sume yg akak buat mmg baik, dan secara rasminye saye menulis di sini dgn rase gembira walapon ader sedey sikit2. xpelah, yg pasti tyme dok ngn akak adelah saat plg best mse kat PAKA tu. dan terima kasih jugak sbb kd model x bertauliah saye selama ni. realy appreciate it!!~

No one could look as good as you

owh, saye x boley ingin menulis pnjg2 sbb saye de keja nk siapkan..tp percayalah, saye bukan mcm org len..bila saye ckp saye akan buat, maka lambat atau cepat saye tetap akan buat. cuma jika saye terlambat, bukan bermakna saye terlupa tp saye menangguhkan utk perkara lain...

just nk ltk quote yg akak tulis dlm kad utk saye dan khdijah spy someday bl saye teringat kat akak, saye ley bace balik..if kad tu rosak or buruk ke ape, saye msih ade blog utk simpan kenangan dgn akak.huuuh

Pretty woman, walking down the street

dearerst sisters,

atikah & khadijah

assalamualaikum

sorry to see both of you leaving, huhu..It was pleasure having both of u here all this while. Reminisce al the sweet memories that we have been thru here in Paka/Kerteh. Wishing u the bestin your future endeavours. May we meet again someday. Lastly, thank you and sorry (zahir & batin) for everything. May Allah bless both of you always, now and forever.

yours lovingly,

kak zura

2/7/09

Pretty woman, say u'll stay with me

akak, honestly..i want to tell you something. i adore your life with your position right now, and i really wish to be like you one day. that's one of my dream, and looking your way in Optimal act encourage me to be sumeone....day after this...

Cause I need you..as my sister

akak, do remember what i told you before this about others, they will never be like us no matter how close we are, just anggap every people ni unik, pelik dan mcm2. so, akak jgn sedey2, jgn susah hati. pray to Allah selalu ok??

...with deepest appreciation from bottom of my heart, thank you!!~

Pretty woman, u look lovely as can be

some picts of you, akak...hope you will like it..

Soundtrack: Pretty Woman by Roy Orbinson

with ♥,

Khadijah Ab. Aziz

Hepy Birthday rumet ku...

Siti Khadijah Ab. Aziz

xpernh terpk dlm mase 8 bulan kt akan jd teman yg rapat

xpernh terpk dlm tempoh sebegini singkat kt akan berkongsi cerita

indah, sedey, suka dan duka

dan akhirnya kamu mengenali diri saye sbg ssorg yg susah nk pamerkan perasaan

walaupon ktk sedey, gembira ataw kecewa

ayat2 yg kamu btaw pd saye akan sentiasa dlm ingatan

kisah2 teladan NABI akan menjd pedoman hati ini

nasihat dan semangat di kala saye bersedih hati

akan menjd penguat

kamu mmg seorg teman yg baek

terima kasih utk itu

slmt hari lahir

"...semoga ape yg kt hajati bersama dimakbulkan ALLAH

smg jalan hidupmu sentiasa cerah dan bahagia

dan semoga hari2 teristimewa bakal mengisi kemudian hari.."

p/s: arigato sbb jd org tgh antara saye dan die...*wink2x*

with ♥,

Tag: Mase Kechik2 dulu

hehe..segan nye ltak gmbr ni sbb pipi saye mse tu adelah sgt2 tembam dan bulat..eei, kalo lah saye sebulat itu skrg ni.. :: Imagine jap::

owh, x dpt nk imagine lorrr...

okeh2, dh lame jugak tag ni dr Che Yah Junior. maka adelah skrg saye mahu menunaikannye.hikss...

~sile describe gmbr tersebut (when, where, what etc....)~

1st pict

owh, ini ktk saye msih babymyb dlm 1 sthun setengah kot. pipi sgt tembam dan selalu mnjdi mangsa cubitan kaklong T_____T

mase ni ayah tinggal saye smbung blaja. so, saye yg msh kecik ni duduklah dgn mak dan kaklong di rumah. mase tu kaklong drjah 4.

2nd pict

ktk bergelar minah 'gangster' hehe...xdelah..ni umur 5 or 6 thun.pipi pon bulat tyme tu. tembam bam bam...hehe. fahmi, saufi(opi) dan shafiq(opik)..these were my bestfriends tyme tu. kat tepi tu ade buai, selalu lah bermen2 di situ. mmg sgt la liat utk nek ke rumah bl senja dtg, almaklumlah bg saye mse tu bermain dgn kawan2 adelah segala2nya.(^_____^)V

~describe tingkah laku/feel anda pd ktk itu~

1st pict

x tawuuu, sbb mase tu saye baby lgik!~

2nd pict

haaa, zaman kenakalan yg sgt2. bermain dgn semua lelaki dgn aktiviti memanjat pokok2..masuk belukar men perang2..tngkap ikan dan mcm2 zmn kanak2 yg seronok.hehe..dan ktk ini saye agak mls nk ngaji Al-Quran. sprt pahat dgn penukul (betolkah peribahasa ini??musyjik jap huhu)

tapi sgt rajin smbhyg sampai selalu smbhyng x msuk waktu lg.hehehe..sbbnye nk kejar mase utk trun bermain waktu ptg

okeh, sekian xmahu tangged sape2...

eh2, lupe nk tagged mereka2 ini hehe

~kuyam~

~anas aka SpaRk pLug hehe~

~mina~

"i miss my good old days as loving & doting kiddy"

with ♥,

sumeone that i miss

"it was rainy heavily outside there and i was alone here...i wish there's sumeone to accompany me this time.

sumeone that will keep me safe in his arms.

sumeone that will keep my hand warm...

sumeone who's willing to spend his hardship and share his sad stories with me...

that's my wish... and my only wish"

when sumeone that u love has left you there is a feeling of missing a part of yourself. Like is one who has had limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover.

you may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. However, the truth is that the place in your heart that feels a sense of lacking represents the hole where your relationship goes. it is natural to feel that you miss the person that once belongs in your life.

p/s: ape lah motif ak tulis camni mlm ni??? :: blur jap T_____T ::

Lecturer :: Senior UTP :: LOLipop

alhamdulillah, dpt jugak saye online lps sekian lamanye broadband kesayangan ni buat hal. nsb bek masih di sini, kalo kat utp sah2 nk kena campak lombong.haha...tp sebenarnye ia melatih saye bersikap sabar. mmg sentiasa sabar pon sejak intern ni, makin besar makin kena byk belajar bersabar. dan ayah lah org kuat yg ajar saye utk bersabar."sabar dik, org ni mcm2...lps kite, mmg org itu adalah org len. walaupon die kakak kte ker, kawan bek kte ker...xley nk expect die akan same dgn kter.." haa, itu ayat famous ayah sejak saye kecik smpai skrg.

ok2, tukar topik...lama x update maka mcm2 happened. ade hepy, ade sedey dan ader rindu yg dh mula berlabuh *pheewit, ayat jiwang sudaaa~*

1st thing, my lecturer dtg ke PGB utk *urusan rasmi seri paduka baginda* haha...Ms Ainul Akmar. die dtg balik hari..rse sgt2 bertuah dpt lecturer cm beliau. spotting thap dewa kot..aamin. we can talk about anything, jokes and bla..bla...sampai kwn2 saye ckp..u'r so lucky to hve a lecturer like her dan her attitude xnmpak mcm sorg lecturer. menyebabkan kt tak rse kekok dgn die. tapi bg saye, walau dlm keadaan mcm mane pon die layan saye, she's still my lecturer, rse HORMAT itu saye letak di tangga teratas..nway, Alhamdulillah. syukur2x!!~

saye tak pernah sangka plak on Feburary 2009 saye jumpa die di pasar malam Paka, tyme tu saye dgn akak2 GTS..dieorg mmg kenal Ms. Ainul. saye??sah2 la x knl kan. tp siapa sangka kan on 1st july 2009, saye ley kuar ngn die as close friend gi pasar malam. siap beli2 selendang, Ms Ainul tlg pilihkan.haha..wut such a lovely thing laaa ;)

mse mula2 jumpa die dl, die btaw saye," u can choose to be with the person who likes u or u can choose to move away from that person.." *ayat tu sgt dlm mksd die, i guest laa*

mase anta die nek bas mlm tu, she tld me once," atikah, make sure u dtg jumpa saye nnt with that selendang, properly wear and i want to see anew of U!!~"

insyaAllah...

i met Lolipop back. ni kucing saye yg hilang satu ketika dulu. Loli ni mmg la nakal act. suke sgt bising2 n kaco org. hurm, myb bl die kaco umah jiran, ader org buang die. T____T

Khdijah n kak Zura jumpa kat Kopitiam Wahaba, Paka dlm keadaan sgt la menyedihkan. we pick her up and bwe balik umah. i treat her ngn ubat2...walaupon die x secomel dl, but bg saye..dont ever ever judge a person or animal just by appearance. terimalah ia seadanya sbb ia pon makhluk Allah jugak. jgn bajet kt ni lawa, so nk sume nye lawa. keindahan wajah x akan menarik seandainya isi dalam mcm telur yg "temelaaa" or telur x menjdi, kat luar bse jek, bl pecah bau sgtlah busuk..hehe..

ni gmbr mse before die ilang, latest pic nnt dl yer, saye nk rawat die dl..gve me tyme for that ok?hehe

owh, i met sumeone.haha...seorng senior dr UTP. kat dungun. ktorg cm blur2 jumpa. cam je muka tp x taw di mana. luckily he recognised me. owh, yeay wpon tyme tu saye msih blur2 lgiks. he said we were in the same class for econs. waah, saye x mampu nk ingat org laaa. hurm, whut we talked mse jumpa tu??pasal majoring utk final year. he took 3+2. 3 materials & 2 from PE. hebat yer kamu...sapu 5 sekaligus. hurmm, no wonderlah br jek lps grad Mei ari tu, die dh nk g masuk keja. dh dapat offer. tp sayang, saye x dpt nk smbang pnjg dgn die sbb saye sudah mahu pulang. ade ayat die terganttung tak abis..aiseeey...dan lgi satu, dok sembang2 tu..saye tak tahu pon nama die ape.HAHAHA...menarek..ensem? gatal jugakss...taklah...appearance die Ok. kak zura kate ensem. bg saye, cukup syarat, he's nice and COOL sbb sudi berkongsi sst psl studies wpon jumpa sgt laa kejap. at least ade la topik nk sembang. xde la sengih2 kenyit mate. sengal laah sgt itu dan tak senonoh ok utk seorg perempuan.i realised that. dan balik umah mlm2 tu kepala msh tertnye2 kat mane jumpa die, btol ke satu kelas econs???haha..suddenly br teringat, he sat 2 rows from my back.LOL!!~ *pnh usya satu ktk dahula sbb bosan& ngntuks dlm kelas, haha..kantoi*

p/s: hope to meet again sumeday...aamin.

aaand.....saya mahu jd sehebat die jugak boley tak???????

~*rindu yg dh mula berlabuh*~

merujuk kpd Kak Zura, die sdh pulang ke Srwk arini. x sempat utk jumpa die.nnt la saye akan buat satu special post utk die. with alot picts taken and memories remains.haha...miss u sis!~

with ♥,