Goodbye part4

status FB: melepak dan terus melepak...menghabiskan hari2 terakhir di UTP:D

msih di UTP nan indah. alone. rumet xde. may xde. dok kat umah sorang2. takpe Allah ade. nnt lps ni, kalo pegi jauh2, xde sape2 jugak kan. start berdikari wahai hati dan semoga kau tabah. aamin. pagi td, nsb bek sempat anta 4 copies report utk hardbound. alhamdulillah. cane sy boley tak tahu dieorg collect smlm. xbace emel ak ni. nasib baek tu xpernah takde. syukur. terkocoh2 anta report ngn muka tak mandi, sarung tudung itam yg bbrp ari punye. T__T

bila setel psl report, skrg tyme nk packing brg2. loker almost kosong! buku2 dh selamat masuk dlm kotak. cume meja msih bersepah2. mls nk kemas sbb suke tgk mcm tu. kahkah. bunga2 kering dalam pasu x buang lagi. masih di tempat asal. let it be. msih terfikir2 ptg ni nk buat ape. main squash? lepak kat bilik wani? nnt la dulu. ade 'keja' kena buat. yg x siap2 lagi.

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nk flash back kisah semalam

lunch dgn Pn Ainul ngn Pn Azuraein kat Taman U. maam belanja makan. yeay! i told them about 'that'. Pn Azuraein explain elok2 kat saye. tntg mse depan, which one that i need to choose. i still remember her words yg buatkan saye makin menimbang tara ape yg ade..

"neither bout to enjoy nor scholarship, the thing is r u mentally prepared to undergo it?

*** is a lonely journey. It may takes u 2, 3 months or even up to 1 year to adapt with new environment. u have to think about it..."

yup, tepat sekali ape yg die ckp tu. mmg sy agree. a LONELY JOURNEY babe~ and sy terfikir2 sst, seandainya mmg 'path' ni yg perlu saye pilih nnt, how i'm going to face this lonely journey alone?

Dear soul ,

I am patience. In stillness, I eternally wait for you to acknowledge Me, your true Self.

In timelessness, I abide. As peace, I repose.

As the sun awaits the flower to turn its face towards its warmth and light, so do I await you.