Tuesday, June 09, 2009

LAST

last night: def it will be my last sms for him and him..
cukuplah sbg yg terakhir dan tersimple sms saye hantar, lps ni saye sudah tak kisah
dan cukuplah utk secukupnya terhadap ape yg berlaku antara saye dan die dan juga die.T___T

saye sgt2 tak mahu kerana hanya 2 org lelaki, akhirnya saye punya bad impression utk mane2 lelaki laen yg cube wujud dlm hidup saya walaupon sbg kawan, adik atau teman rapat.saye tak perlukan die dan die utk terus hidup dgn bahagia... kerana hidup ni bukannya murah utk disia2kan begitu sahaja. dan saye ade special letters utk die dan die...haha

~utk die yg pertama~

I hope you can hear what my heart is saying. I wish you could read my mind. Because right now, there is no bitterness and sadness in my heart anymore. There’s only hope.

I wish you could look back at our relationship and see how necessary it was. How it was meant to be part of our journey in life. How, you were meant to be part of my journey and I, yours. They say that we meet people for a reason. Meetings aren’t just random encounters. People meet each other because they’re meant to be part of each other’s journey. 

I may not know it now. You may not know it now. But there was a reason why we met. 

~utk die yg kedua~

Please and please to stop being too %&*&^# in my life, def i'm sick with it. i think it's better for u to move on and stop sms or contact me back. annoying!!~

i don't really know what can i note here to describe the way u're.sometime i felt like i'm wrong for being too friendly with a 'person' like you. u might think 360 dgree outside the box just because i asked u " how's ur internship?"hey dude, i'm concerning u as a friend..not even a good friend ok? we'r far enough for that relationship. *saket hati++geram dgn manusia mcmni yg x fhm apabila kt bercakap dgn elok dan penuh kesopanan*

with ,


11 comments:

  1. haha.pesal nih? angin semacam je. suddenly,i'm afraid if i'm like "die yg kedua" in sumone's life..oh, sy tamau. but, i dont know where i'm..lot of uncertainties.
    That always make me afraid.

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  2. sometimes, aku harap aku adelah cam "die yg pertama" in dat sumone's life.its good to know that there's someone that put hope on us. rase cam we are "sumone" in sumone life and that's a great feeling indeed.mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan. :)
    ~sory. terjiwang kat sini jap.tumpang lalu...hehe.

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  3. nnt jumpa lg yg lebih baik.
    insya allah. ada hikmahnya, oke.. :)

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  4. wa wee.. sorang tuh lover or ex lover, sorang tuh stalker ek? cam ner lew bleh handle idup canggini ek? nseb baik x pernah ader pengalaman mcm nih.. hihi

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  5. thnks to mIna, mmg best if we can be 1st person in sume1 life, but sumehow we just can wish..and for being as 1st person peole will expect more from u...do realise it...;P

    to Fatin,
    insyaAllah..do pray for both of us.aamin

    and dear Afoo,
    we need that experience so that we can learn something from that.cume dlm process of learning tu pasti ader yg terluka...dun wory luka itu pasti sembuh tp parut ttp ader kelihatan, sbg HIstory...yeay~

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  6. suwandi comment apo?

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  7. suwandi komen mana?

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  8. kawan kepada kawan kepada kawan pojie5:07 PM

    kata orang tua-tua, hidup tak cukup ngn cinta, $$$$$ adalah segala2 nya

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  9. kawan mat yie5:19 PM

    alaa apa nak kisah,bunga bukan sekuntum, kumbang bukan seekor... selagi matahari masih terbit, selagi itulah kumbang masih berkeliaran . haaa

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  10. wow.. sgt mendalam maksud setiap ayat yg dikarang dan ditulis.. terkesima diri ku ini membaca nyer..

    I mean, sya xpenah plak ader stalker.. gerun kot.. hehe

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  11. mmg la kumbang bukan seekor, tp kerana kumbang itu sudah jd gerun pd kumbang2 len yg masih berkeliaran, huhu..

    Afoo dear,
    biarkan die yg ke2 itu..stalker ke ape biarlah...haha..tp die pernah wujud dlm hidup ak...cuma agak x bermakna. tak sprt yg die yg pertama. he's meant to me but its not last forever.huhu

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