sumehow i realize...BAMBINO

this weekend, i just spend tyme watching BAMBINO..waa, saye suke sgt..utk En Win, my everdearest SV, lps abiskan series nie, saye akan completekan semua report yg tertangguh yek=D
here we go, short sinophsis for BAn-kun...^^V


"....Adapted from the manga by Sekiya Tetsuji, Bambino tells the story of Ban Shogo (Matsumoto Jun) and his love for cooking. Whilst studying at a collage in Fukuoka, Ban holds a part time job as a chief at a local Italian restaurant. Although the restaurant may only be a small business Ban is often praised for the food he serves. Ban is quite confident with his cooking skills to the extent of him being quite cocky. When an invitation to go to Tokyo and work at a famous Italian restaurant Baccanale, Ban is quick to accept his offer with the aspiration to hone his skills in order to open his own restaurant. Nicknamed Bambi by his co workers, he soon discovers that he still has much to learn. With a stubborn personality and a strong passion for his work, Ban fights to become recognised as a useful member of Baccanale....

and finally he ends up by moving to ITALY, to search for his new style as an Italian chef "

this story is not about love..(xde jiwang2 eh..) since currently i end up x layan series or muvie berunsurkan cintan2, hehe...well, nway sejak dulu lagi. kalo tgk series korea yg mcm full house, my girl..cpt jek sy abiskan..sbb 1 series yg almost 1 hour saye percepatkan jd dlm 15 min..tp kalo series mcm ni, saye akan tgk n tunggu sampai abis..hurm...romantic, love & yg sewaktu dgnnyer BEST tp ia akan membuai perasaan kt, membuatkan kt terasa di awangan & kalo yg tgk syok bercintan tu lg r..sampai x sedorrr ari dh senja beb.....hehe

kenapa yer, saye baru sedar n terpk tntg ni..dlm hidup kter, sebenarnya x pernah wujud istilah mengalah atau 'ilmu saye sudah cukup'...atau merasakan kt tak perlu teruskan lagi pembelajaran. for me, learning is a full life tyme process and it'll never ever ends up sumewhere!~
just by coinsidence kt menang atau excellent dlm sesuatu subject, but it doesnt mean that kt sudah cukup hebat dlm bidang itu. pd kedudukan saye sekarang, sbg practical student...yg masih terlalu baru, not even an seeding engineer, there's alot of thing that i need to learn...dan saye tak tahu sampai bila ia akan berakhir, bukan jun 2010..bukan 10 tahun lg...UTP adalah satu tempat sy bermula...dan ia pastinya bukan destinasi terakhir..


jalan masih jauh, ramai lg org yg akan saye jumpa..dan mungkin dugaan yg lagi hebat akan saye tempuh.walaupon kt keseorangan dlm perjalanan ini, jgn mudah mengalah dan mengatakan TIDAK pd setiap permasalahan..kerana dari situ kt akan bangkit utk menjd org yg lg hebat dr semalam, lg tabah dan lg matang~
all what i need in this life just 'blessing from ALLAH SWT & redha ibu ayah"...

gambate!!~

Pleasant Evening

i miss them, yes definetely...two lovely sisters aka my seniors from UTP...
both from GTS, attached at GPPA for Petronas Risk Base Inpsection, PRBI..spend a lot of tyme with them...we laughted, we jumped, we talked...we played hide & seek(ade ker eh????), we usik each other...we lunch together...haha...=D
kak nija a.k.a akak besar and kak jemi a.k.a akak......... =S


thnks alot for the treat..lepak2 kat bilik akak @ Residence and jalan kaki sama2 g pasar mlm, then kt gelakkan kak jemi sbb baju & boot die yg sgt *panas* ..hehe
picnic kat tepi pantai smpai mgrib..waa, best tyme tu..^^V
berlari2 anak pulang sambil kejar ketam masuk lubang...usya that couple kat pantai..dan ianya sgt owhlalala~



i adore ur life..wanna be like u sis, bl dh keja rse cam best wpon akak btau saye jd student lagi best..hurm, nape eh saye nk sgt keja??? x sabarnye ya Allah nk tunggu jun 2010, saye mahu cepat2 kuar dr UTP n berazam x mahu kembali lg ke sana -__-"
(have reasons for these to happen)


last but not least, i have 1 phrase...yg saye pegang sejak dr SCIPP(tp sejak msuk UTP seolah2 saye lupe mnde tu)

" pertemuan itu biarpon sedikit mesranya,
tapi biarlah berkekalan dlm ingatan, itu lebih baik dr perhubungan yang rapat tetapi akhirnya
terputus dalam kenangan..."

this phrase saye tujukan utk semua kwn2 kat luar sane..yg pernah wujud dlm hidup saya, sama ada sebagai teman biasa, kawan karib, teman istimewa dll...=D

Congrate dear~

Raja Nursyuhada Raja Mohamed Tazili, Uni. Of Perth Australia

first of all, T.A.H.N.I.A.H dr saye utk kamu...best kan bile dah grad, berakhir sudah la zaman bergelar pelajar. pastinya kamu akan merindui saat2 sprt itu...^^V
x sangka ye, antara kiter kamu dl yg menamatkan zaman sbg pelajar...saye msih ader setahun lebey lg...hurm, agak2 nye antara kita nnt, siapa yer yg terlebih dahulu menamatkan zaman bujang nnt?hehe =S
nway, i'm proud with u dear...u win the race but i'll never give up easily. sejak dr sekolah lg, kt mmg akan race dlm akademik kan?haaa....Raja, did u still remember the promise that u've made to me last 5 yrs, didn't u?wanna meet me on london bridge and that day should be the last day u'r at UK...even10 yrs after this, i'll keep this promise alive..dun wory, u can count on me =D
last but least, i wish u all the best for the rest of your life.muahxx

Kuantan????yess...

ooo mann...i went to Kuantan finally..-__-"
i bet my mom will scold me if she knew...scared *lol*
we never plan for it, definitely just for Mesra Mall at 1st..sumehow kami terlajak ke Kuantan..=P
but, saye mmg patut pergi pon coz have something to buy...cuma x minta izin bonda ngn ayahanda jek..u noe, coz saye takut my mom will call, i kept my phone silent. nak off terus, tp x berani n x sampai hati...at this tyme rse diri ni jahat gle2....*sedey++kecewa* & at the same tyme x fhm ngn diri sendiri...=(
just texting my sis mentioned that i'm at Kuantan...haaaa, susah kan jd anak bongsu mcm ni..sumetyme u'll feel u really need a freedom!!! terasa nk terbang bebas, nk jek hang out ngn kawan2...nk lepak2 n kenal sume tempat.hehe~
but that just mmg akan jd wish yg tak mungkin akan jd realiti..T_T
nvr mind then, i will be fine with this situation..aamin

Kuantan
-beli antivirus ngn casing utk external hard disk..=)
-jatuh cinta ngan a lovely watch, ELLE' ...seyes, stylo gle beb, harga pon ley tahan. RM199.*whooo*
ish, mmg nk beli daa, tp nnt kantoi ngn parents lak mai sini...haha, no way Tikah, jam yg sedia ade pon dh Ok...x yah ngade2 nk ade yg baru...jgn 'berjoli'~
(act, x beli byk barang pon, sbb dtg x plan..)

balik dr Kuantan, ktorg singgah Mesra Mall jap. beli sabun muka kat Spa Tanamera sbb kaklong kirim..n beli adiah besday utk dier, mcm x best lak x bg present ape2..*wink*
btw, ari ni ktorg plan nk celebrate birthday kak dayah...maaf eh akak, wpon birthday dier dh lps seminggu..from Mesra Mall, terus ke tempat yg ktorg tempah kek...alamak, ktorg lupa nk soh tulis 'Happy Birthday' kat atas kek tu. then bila dh dpt kek tu, saye pon tulis r sendri pakai choclate chip yg colourful tu...waaa, special tol kek tu..handmade~

Happy Belated Birthday to kak Dayah...
may Allah bless you alwys..love~

saye ttp x cter kat mak psl g Kuantan, tp dlm hati Allah je yg tahu..perasaan gundah, bersalah dok beraja. mula2 saye pk saye patut rahsiakan dr parents psl ni, tp smpai bile? smpai bila2 lah..(i bet u guys will say how idiot i'm sbb jd bendul sgt kan?hehe...well, izin dr mak ayah tu pnting, spy hidup sentiasa dlm berkat ^^)
then one day, dgn berat hati, mse mak call saye btau gak...i noe she will scold me for that reasons..tp, Alhamdulillah, myb Allah sejukkan hati mak n Allah tahu niat saye utk jd jujur..mak x marah. AMAZING!!!~
lps tu saye senyum pnjang...dlm hati, "terima kasih Allah..."

p/s: dear friends, mmg somtymes ada org kate kte jgn bendul sgt. kena belajar tipu jugak..sbb bila semua mnde kt nk btau parents kt mcm tak independent.haha....well, saye tak setuju sgt..if mak kate jangan, maka x yah la buat ape yg die tak suke...sbb ape yg die larang tu x elok n she got reason fot it..

Destiny

*3-months-old of atikah saari*

like winds or waters were her ways:
The flowing tides, the airy streams,
Are troubled not by any dreams;
They know the circle of their days.


Like winds or waters were her ways:
They heed not immemorial cries;
They move to their high destinies
Beyond the little voice that prays.


She passed into her secret goal,
And left behind a soul that distrub
left behind all sadness and pain
she will find her Destiny..one day~

p/s: mode puitis di pagi minggu..hahaha...=P

SIFU

haha....after 12 hours bed tyme sleEp..*whool*
here i come, being active again, ohlalala...cn't believe sbb hve a very2 long sleep finally.muahaha...(nsb bek, bangun solat, then smbung tido balik,hehe)
byk hari jugak x update blog...*tired++lazyY*
and today=weekend, so hve more free tyme n thingkng bout plan to spend my time dgn 'berhemah'..chewaah
last week, just have GTO around..owh, i love that series, (i noe series ni dh berkurun org len tgk, haha...but, nvr mind..as long as can make me happy++inspire me...^^V)
Great Teacher Onizuka- if and only if i have a very similar+copy paste teacher like that.whooo~
(ni effect tido lama sgt,ahaha~)
nyway, even my sifu x sama mcm GTO..he's still my best teacher ever...*wink*
this is my only and only sifu i ever had.muahaha...oopps, pls dun misunderstood maaa....
he helps me and alwys being around whenever i need him, n i can ask him anything...yg berkaitan dgn pelajaran, y xde kaitan ngn pelajaran langsung pon ader....hehe (bertuah r awek die dpt balak mcm ni..hehe)...sumetymes, my friend ckp he's like my gogle search engine..haha(sifu jgn marah anak murid -__-" )
whenever i texted him asked bout sumething, he'll reply..asap lak tu...this's my sifu...

sifu, i wish u have a bright day ahead....

W.E.I.R.D

i dunno why i have this feeling today...start to feel shy and awkward whenever i wear my yellow coverall..before this, i never care when pairs of eyes staring at me whenever i walk tru them..seems like today i start to realise i'm the only girl here!!! i really did not understand with my life lately...yesterday, it such a sudden when i ask my rumet...how to find our identities?and i told her i did not have my own identity yet...=(
never imagine in life to ask her those quests..hahaha...W.E.I.R.D

it such a beautiful day

1st of all, thanks to Fahdi and Budi for lending me such 'wonderful' hand...^^
korang dh tolong saye byk sgt...thnks for teaching about the process of LD301-feed gas dryer.
terharu dgn kerjasama dr both of u...bukan senang utk dpt info psl tu esp about the whole process,trimas!!~
wpon terpaksa bekerja keras utk sst yg sukar,tp itu tak mustahil bg saye...=D
nk seribu daya, and tak nak seribu dalih boleh diberi. yakin pd diri, insyaAllah...Allah permudahkan setiap langkah. amin...
ops, before terlupa, hehe..trimas sekali lg sbb bg 'ear muff' (m not so sure about the pronounce...ekeke), dh lama saye nak mende tu. susah la nk pakai ear plug bl kt pakai tudung, aish xkan nk pakai dpn semua kontraktor laki tu????terkial2..aaiiyaaa~


alhamdulillah...my topi dah cun maaa...cume satu jek yg saye sgt berharap. i wish to remove that blue line tuh...wallaaaa...really i do..haha, insyaAllah tahun dpn, double blue line tu akan tertanggal dgn sendirinya..^^V
n 1 more things, saye sgt x sangka... sumeone yg saye perhatikan sejak saye mula2 msuk pgb ni saye jumpa hari ini di operation..(haa, jgn salah anggap eh...bukan 'usha' taw..)
saye perhatikan die sbb ader bbrp perkara yg die buat cam pelik bg saye. sebenarnye terjumpa semalam di majlis perasmian Operation di GPP 1, sekaligus membuatkan saye tahu serba sedikit pasal diri dier(apabila MC soh dak2 baru buat ice breaking, haha...we'r not included since we'r still practical student).....unexpected terjumpa die sekali lg di Operation Building hari ini...hurm...die senyum bila memandang saye yg terkial2 pasang ear muff kat helmet.mungkin pelik pd pandangan org tu...aish..malunye....-___-"
i cycled back with such *wink2* feeling inside.haha...such a funny moment~

since i'm so happy today, bukan sebab terjumpa 'that person', tp sbb byk mende penting setel pluss dpt ear mouse tu...we drove to pantai. makan keropok lekor ngn air cendol.ahaha, lovely evening maaa...annnnd, of cos not forgotten my NIKON...(kemana saye pergi, i'll alwys bring it)that's whut khadijah told me so...so that saye tak regret bila ade scene cantik...ehehe..tQ~
tercapture lah bbrp gmbar yg saye rse *sweet+nice+meaningful*
hahaha..here we go~

"dik, ombak x jahat..."hehehe

iklan petronas, hehe...

a lonely young lady...

romantic couple...miss good old days T_T

benteng kayu yg dh roboh

it such a beautiful day for me, i dun noe why but most important thing is i noe how to cherish my life again and again....=)
peace ^^V

love,
p-kah

note:
well, this my new nickname...inspection people do call me with this name..haha...(o_O)

msg from a dear friend

mse tgh2 buzy ngn keja td...ttb terasa ader vibrate ats meja...
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....aku nga view gamba2 kt ur blog.wa!tringat zmn2 pg ngaji kt uma arwah pak we.bestnye kalo sume tu bley direverse blk.tym tu xknal lg heartache sume.juz enjoying da innoncence childhood.miz those days.-_- ......"

sdg busy2 wat keja tu, msg tu ley wat sy senyum sorang2...'innoncence childhood...heartache"
alahai hati, kau perlu tabah...jgn percaya sape2 lg lps ni...=)

ur request..hehe

mintak ampun berjuta2 kali sbb baru berkesempatan utk upload gmbr2 kite..hehe...mintak ampun yek!~
tlg r jgn majuk ngn saye, pls2...adei..-__-"
nasib bek x keja arini, En. Win ckp just nk beki flare jek. so x perlu r nk pg.itu keja maintenance..wahaha..
nway, byk lg gmbr2 yg len yg x dpt nk diupload sbb 'mls'..nnt lah, ade mse korang amik dgn pendrive.
guys, i miss u so much..miss our old days..betapa indahnye zaman dahulu kala...(pergh ayat jiwang~)
if we recall the past, rse cam br 2, 3 hari lps jek berlalu...haaaa...
nsb bek r zaman dl xde kamera lagi, kalo x saye mst da upload gmbr2 mase kt nek basikal same2 g ngaji Al-Quran lps fardhu ain...gambr kt lepak2 bwh pokok cenera, pastu lambai kapal terbang yg lalu atas kepala...sedeynye...


ni lak gmbr mase wedding my big sis...2 tahun yg lalu...=)

"indahnye mase lalu"

Just for you

wake up early even its weekend (o_0)-"
and start to mumble..heee, n here i come *sigh*

ttb teringat to a dear friend,humm...
sory cannot respon manyak2 dlm phone coz of 'limited space'
psl isu yg i close my account frenster tu...bukannye meletakkan kamu jauh dr hati,
jgn pk len yer, i just want to box up my life again..but not like the previous way.
about ur plan to close ur account, well ni my advice lah:
kalo x ready lg, x pyh buat..nnt terasa kehilangan..psl kehilangan kawan tu...def, x dpt dinafikan u might feel it esp when it comes to ur old classmates, deskmates, schoolmates...T_T
but, for me...friends will alwys remain in our heart, memories cannot be erased and all joys and tears will be framed nicely in a beautiful potrait =D

'aku just doakan kawan2 aku bahagia dlm hidup mrk..berjaya and gembira selalu...x kirelah di mana2 mrk berada'

mina dear,
life is about making desicion,
bear in ur mind...
jgn takut utk membuat keputusan sbb from that we learn alot..
people might not easily understand,
they might blame us for not trust 'em,
but,
did they realise what they had done, didn't 'em?
when we try our best to cherish the other side of us?
even we explain hundred times for the same reason?
even we sacrife alot for 'em?
even we did alot of things and people never know about it

mina dear,
stop felt gulity,
one day,
the truth will alwys be there,
& remember one thing from me,
Allah itu SATU sayang,
HE wont hurt us,
even when others hurt us,
& HE loves u more than u noe,
that's why HE gives these to u...
because HE knows u can face it
even u'll cry alot along the journey

hey dear, pernah ingat tak u've asked me before...


ape yg buat ak jd mcm hari ni?
sbb ak percaya Allah dh aturkan yg terbaik utk ak, wpon ak kena tempuh mcm2...wpon ak akan jatuh dlm perjalanan ni sbb kebodohan sendiri...wpon ak akan jumpa mcm2 org yg 'mcm2' perangai...
ak mahu nek ke atas, so ak perlu melalui semua ini...jalan ke atas bukan landai sayang
jalan ke atas adalah jalan yg curam, licin dan berliku...ingat tuh~

ANNOUNCEMENT

salam kpd semua pembaca...
first of all, terima kasih kpd semua yg sudi membaca blog saye dr dl smpai skrg...
untk pengetahuan semua, saye akan berehat dr menulis blog ni utk seketika waktu.
saye tak pasti bila saye akan kembali menulis,
mungkin esok, luse, 3 hari lagi, minggu depan,semester hadapan atau slps saye grad nnt..
pelbagai kemungkinan bakal berlaku...wallahualam

kehidupan saye selepas ini adalah utk berbakti kpd mereka yg memerlukan...that's my dream
insyaAllah...
counting for 40 days will begin...smg saye tabah dlm tempoh itu...