i made a mistake

i love this pict...see how cosy dier dlm pangkuan..lena yg indah tnpa sebarang kerumitan..i wish to be in the same way...-_-"
but yet, i realised...i wasnt be there anymore, as day by day...i left it...stepping away...
and make my own way
all those tyme will remain as waves of nostalgic~
hehe

i made a mistake..masih ingat lg, waktu zaman kecik2 dulu...when i made a mistake...
sayer akan berlari mencari mak...melentokkan kepala pada bahunya...dan mak pasti membelai mesra rambut, membisikkan kata2 yang membuang jauh segala perasaan bersalah dlm diri...
"takpe, kah x sengajakan....Allah tau niat kah...
len kali jgn ulang perkara yang sama...learn from ur fault dear..."
those words kept lingered till now..make me strong when i'm in grief & despair..
itu adalah dulu, di waktu sayer masih belajar erti sebuah kehidupan...masih mentah dalam menilai, masih belajar mengenal apa itu erti salah dan sebuah kemaafan..

sekarang, when i made a mistake....i wish to be in that way again, when my mom will hug me, whispered those words like a ray of *joy, comfort, calmness*....dispersed through the warm air...
which wont let me shivered in my own shadow~
but then, itu adalah angan2....that wont comes true...wont last anymore~
i started to learn...sayer semakin dewasa...when i made mistake,
mom wont be there anymore to console me...i need to stand on my own..
belajar berdiri dan berjalan..kemudian berlari...

that's life is all about..apabila kamu semakin dewasa,
byk perkara yg akan kamu belajar, kamu tempuh...
n at the same time,
byk juga kamu akan tersilap...
dan dr kesilapan itu, pasti lg byk perkara baru yg akan kau pelajari..

quote of the day:-
"dont be afraid of making mistake coz u will learn alot from that"
- Sir Yusy SCIPP 03/04