reminiscence old memories

1 whole day- doing nothing! kepala melayang kemana tak tahula. bukak buku pastu tutup balik, bukak fb (langsung xmenarik,sekian). tidur..pndang siling...kira bintang dalam kepala. serious i'm really bored. but, dalam xtau nk buat ape terpk jugak utk memasak. doing good in cooking lately. byk cuba resepi baru and they worked!taste gud.2-tumbs up ;-)

i miss my blog actually, esp whenever i read my old post. my old days in utp. my friends and everything that i left. but then sampai bl i wanna stay in memories?wake up atikah. u'r not a kid anymore.zzZZ

esok- have training in PERMATA 14 till 15 feb. nasib baek 2 ari shj. mau tercekik kalo lama2 tinggal ofis. buku2 kesayangan byk nk kena bace. owh lalanye hidup. T__T

btw, i'm starting doing my personal schedule back. mcm zaman dolu2 mase belajar. dh 3 weeks ia berjalan & i can feel the smoothness and ke-teraturan-kesmartan-kerja hehe. if not, asek tunggang langgang je keja. sungguh tak terurus, alahai. and sambil2 tu, kembali melayan lagu2 yg suatu ketika dlu feveret. sy mmg fanatic old-school-music. u can ask me to sing those songs...n i learnt cha-cha dance. geleng kepala if u know the real me. (@__#)V

14-15 training @ PERMATA

22-24 training @ KL (venue:TBA)

14 March -ACD assessment!

this is my meja study aka 2nd ofis. sorry for agak ketidak-kemasan. at least sy x hipokrit! hehe

ur style & my style...

Assalamualaikum wbt

Sungguh lama i m being 'silent'. diam dan melarikan diri dari semua. but doesnt mean this blog hilang terus. insyaAllah masih ada dan terus ada. same time jugak, byk post2 lame yg sy buang aka just save as draft. sbb sy rase i should not put in public. when i read it back sounds so so childish. kelakar dan sengal and sort of ntah pape. -__-"

life so far- alhamdulillah. makin baek, learnt a lot of new things, meet new people, few heart breaks hahaha & frustrated, the proposal and etc...

but that's normal lah hidup kalo xde jatuh bangun. ade mase kt kat atas, and ade mase we are at the bottom. ade mase kt dikecewakan oleh manusia yg kt harapkan ade mase nnt mereka akan rase ape yg mereka buat pd kita. Allah tu Maha Adil. tp sy x doakan cume i m hoping they know how i feel. heartbreak, frust, backstab, anger n mcm2. but above all, thanks to Allah. kalo 'mende'2 ni xde, i may not be where i m standing now. so, everything happen for reasons ok?

okeh, since smlm sy kena sound with my kakak ofis psl my meja yg die kate cam tunggang langgang. so..here i come. kalo before this i just smiled kot. wat x ksh la org nk ckp ape but since dieorg kate meja sy terlalu bersepah n perlu dikemaskan...so...

ini meja ktk sy buat kerja. dont ask why sy suke meja xkemas bl sy buat kerja sbb i like it that way. kalo meja kemas bl sy kerja so there must be something wrong with me! itu tak normal...

but, generally this is real me. lps siap keja, secara automatik meja should be kemas n in place. WAJIB ok. yes, some ppl said it looked like english style. yup, admit that. i love that way. in my room wajib ade bunga kering or fresh flower. lampu tido or lampu meja waijb ade. langsir wajib ade inner and outer. inner kain perlu jarang n soft color. outer langsir should be kaler yg cerah2 like pink or white. tumblur or bekas air aka tupperware wajib jugak. n wajib ade perfume bilik. that's not much kot. but bila those things in place baru sy akan rase itu bilik saya :)