mlm ni tb2 terasa nk menulis sedikit bahasa puitis...yg sudah lama terpendam dek kesibukan yg maha agung. abaikn jiwa yg penat :)

i dunt noe why i feel this feeling. again after for ages it has gone. i cant explain cause i have no reason for things to happen. i have no reasons when people ask me why do i choose to like that person instead of other person. but i have a very simple yet so meaningful answer for that!

"sbb sy terpesona dgn perwatakan die"

tapi sy tak tahu adekah die jodoh saya atau tidak.sungguh.

"Mencintai adalah pemberian hebat andai tidak menuntut pembalasan untuk dicintai kembali. Biarkan cinta itu mekar bersama waktu kerana waktulah yang menentukan betapa berharganya sesebuah cinta. Cinta tidaklah selalu hadir bersama jodoh, namun jodoh selalu bersama dengan pemberian cinta tulus."
quote from Senjahati

Happy Birthday

Salam wbt

sy mencuri mase yg sgt2 semput utk menulis sst buat ssorg...
ssorg yg sy hormati, ssorg yg sy kagumi, ssorg yg 'inspire' sy dlm diam
dan ssorg yg sy jatuh hati dr kejauhan....

Sempena birthday die on 15th July 2011, smlm..i do have something to write, to share n to note here, wishing it will be true one day, wishing ur path may glitters and ur life will succeed till end. here it goes:-

May Allah be with you at every step you take,
May Allah guide you in each decision you make,

...May Allah help you when life gets rough,
May Allah bless you with more than enough,

May Allah protect you when you fall,
May Allah hear you when you call,

May Allah sooth your heart when you don’t understand,
May you always be in Allah’s loving Hand…

Ameen Ya Rabbul 'Alameen

p/s: if someday that person accidentally read this, (even i noe he wont), pls dont misunderstood. it just a simple doaa' from pure heart who is willingly smiles even she noes she might get hurt at the end.

Tawakkal

sy perasan lately post sy byk label "marriage, heart" which i believe ppl akan question balik do i m in love with someone?huhu. susah nk jwb sln tu. i just purposely left it blank without giving any answer. :)

now, i just really put tawakkal as battery limit in everything i do, cause sometimes not all mnde we can arrange in our own mode. Sbb Allah Maha Mengetahui. Sehebat mana pon we plan, rancangan Allah tetap yg terbaik. just in this case, i do really hope Allah will take care of him. eventho i can see him everyday. and even he never know how much i pray for his safety, for his success and his wealth everyday!- its not a big deal for me. because whether u know or not, itu tak penting asalkan Allah jage kamu dalam keadaan yg terbaik. kerap kali sy bersangka buruk dan syak yg bukan2, which when i m in normal (xde jeles) i dont think itu satu perkara yg baik utk berburuk sangka. even Islam pon x bg kt buat mcm tu.

just to share with you guys, bl kt betul2 letak rase tawakkal pd tempatnya, kt takkan rase resah. sbb kt yakin Allah ade utk die, utk kita dan sesiapa. andainya satu saat berlaku, dia tertarik pd org or in other word hati lelaki/perempuan itu tersangkut pd insan lain. jgn sedey dan jgn salahkan sesiapa. Sbb? secara halusnya Allah yg ambil die kembali. Allah nk tengok betapa kt redha dgn keputusan Dia. bagaimana kt mengalah utk terima takdir Allah. jika sebelum ini, Allah hadirkan die utk buat kt rase gembira, tp mungkin ade sst yg kt terlanggar dlm tempoh itu- zina hati ke, leka??? maka Allah tarik balik nikmat itu.

Apepon usah gusar. Doalah spy satu hari nnt Allah akan kembalikan dia dlm keadaan yg lebey baik. sbb Allah itu Maha Pengasih danDia takka menghampakan harapan setiap hambaNya yg terus menerus berdoa pdNya. itulah salah satu rasa tawakkal yg dpt dikongsi.

p/s: tawakkal itu bukan saje utk hati, tp utk ape2 sahaj tindakan yg kt lakukan. Semuanya perlu bertunjangkan rase yakin pd Allah. sepenuh hati tanpa ragu kerana Dialah Pemilik segala hati2 ini.