be DeAF

be Deaf when people told you that you cannot fulfill ur dreams...
itu satu status gtlk senior yg saye copy hehe...
walaupo simple, tp bg saye ia bermakna.

dlm hidup sekarang, di zaman ekonomi yg merudum ni kdg2 kawan boley menjadi lawan. backstab pon mngkin ada.dan apabila kt pnya cita2 yg tinggi utk direalisasikan, ader org yg cuba utk merendahkan keupayaan kt hanya krn kt adalah seorang wanita. owh, saye sgt geram dgn situasi ini. diam bukan bermakna saye tak tahu ape2, diam juga bukan kerana saye tiada modal utk bersuara, diam bukan kerana saye kerana saya BISU...jgn kerana saye seorang wanita, kamu perlakukan saye sebegini.

buat mereka2 yang buat saye sebegini, sebenarnye kalian bukan menjatuhkan saye, tp kalian sedang menolong saye utk naek lebey tinggi. kata2 sindiran itu yang menguatkan saya, yang akan saye guna sebagai *selimut api* ktk badan mungkin terbakar..we will see one day as you wish~

with ♥,

UTP; goodbye~

alhamdulillah, after almost 12 hours++ in bus with sakit2 belakang & lenguh2 sendi haha, finally selamat sampai kat Paka. a very2 long journey i guest *sigh*
hurm, everybody asked me "so, tikah..dh siap keja kat UTP?"
"haha, balik perlu discuss with En win, and insyaAllah siap nnt"
thanks alot for your concern...

apepon, ni penghargaan saye buat mereka2
*ayu, hanis, azar, che yah, akmal, nad, n special sekali utk adek saye..sadiQ*
i really owed u guys..owing u heart and mind hehe...hanis and ayu..special class bilik tumpangan =D
segan pon ader, but i know everything will be fine. terima kasih dan terima kasih yang tak terhingga..thnks for being with me whenever i felt down sms di UTP, thnks sudi call lame2 semata2 utk wat saye ilang dan lupakan ape yg sedang saye pk tyme tu..haha..and thnks sbb cover line setiap mase utk saye..hoh0~
saye gembira sbb ader kamu semua di sisi walaupon saye pg kejap dan sgt sibuk utk spend mase lama2 dgn korang...

psl urusan kerja saye tu..xley la plak nk tulis kat sini..hehe.segan *poyo*
adek2 pon x tahu ape yg saye buat kat UTP, nobody knows. xpelah belom masenye nk btau umum, cheewah...abaikan ape yg berkaitan psl kerja itu sbb ia official arrangements, x ley la nk tulis kat blog sbb blog ni unofficial hehe =P

apepon, saye sedar byk perkara di UTP yg makin berubah. x tahula mnde2 tu happen kebetulan dgn saye or ape, tp it happen dpn mata dan def buat saye ternganga.gosssh~

kadang2 bila rindu itu dtg, kt terpksa mengabaikan sbb rindu itu tidak layak utk diwujudkan dlm diri ini lg dan setiap kali saye bacer msg yg dikirim, pasti terasa kepedihan di ujung ulu hati, Ya Allah, hanya KAU yg mampu menjadi penawar luka ni

with ♥,

Utp

i'm in irc right now...hurm, wpon br tinggal bbrp bulan dh len benor situasinyer..aish
nway, people change n i'm really and really understand with that hahah...
i just hope that saye tak jumpa die face to face..sepanjang saye kat sini..insyaAllah
saye di sini atas urusan kerja...yerp =D

with ♥,

cry, can't I?

the beginning of 'tense'...

i thought the journey will be easier this time

even it sound odd for final year student to hve such word; 

E.A.S.Y

and i noe i was WRONG

ya Allah, pls and pls HELP me, guided me tru all the way

p/s: can i cry???

i wish to have happy and easy life like this little kitten

with ♥,

Wan Faradinah

Smile can bring our heart to heaven

i miss them forsure~

...and  there she goes..DINA

Dina, ampun berjuta2 lemon sbb ak adalah org plg lmbt wish kat birthday ko...owh, ampunkan saye wahai puteri dina~

ak doakan ko x saket perut daa, sihat walaafiat selalu hehe...xde kate seindah bahasa secantik angsa yg dpt ku taip disini melainkan mencari bait2 jiwang yg tak berkarat melalui org punyer sehingga ku temui ini. dina, ak rse 'ia' sesuai jek hehe..

   Up in the SkY

When you are down And you want to get high, Just take a good look Up in the sky. What you will see Are the stars above, And all you need Is to proclaim your love. Who you will find And see so clear, Are friends in mind You want to hold near. Whenever you need them Just look up high, Call their name And see them fly. Every friend you meet Owns a star And you can see them No matter how far. Whenever you are down And want to get high, Just take a good look Up in the sky.

p/s: bahasa yg digunakan itu adakalanye diluar paras hormon hehe =D

with ♥,

Trip to KL

weekend lepas- went to KL, spent tyme wif my beloved family..=D

before that special thnks to kaklong sbb masakkan tomyam(wpon) x cukup bahan, tp tetap sedap & sbb anta saye nek bas..hehe, tQ alot sis!~

felt so so happy sbb quite long x jumpa my nephew, dh besar rupanye die..hurm, i miss u so much n right now i'm thinking of u. aii, anak buah br sorang, plg best bila die kiss my pipi...muaahh, siap ade bunyi lg die buat. alahai AtiQ, kamu ni mmg la...so cute.

mcm2 die dh reti buat, ckp pon dh byk ley disebutnye. plg comey bl die nk sebut 'baby, kakak,cat, bird"

bila la plak saye dpt jumpa die??hurm T_T

Jalan Pasar- ni la tujuan asal dtg KL. penat tol bila msuk setiap kedai then tnye "uncle/aunty, ader tak jual device ni, hall sensor?" n plg x best bl negatif jawapan yg dieorg berikan..fyi, satiap kedai elektronik kat jalan pasar saye masuk till finally ader sorang uncle cina ni soh sy g cr kedai kat belakang(kalo x silap plg hujung)..masuk2 je kedai tu, tgk penuh je budak2 sebaya saye. sume dtg nk beli brg utk project. aunty cina dtg tnyer saye nk ape, lps saye ulang ayat same tu die wat keluar catalog tebal die.waaa, hebatnye aunty ni..mmg sistematik r keja. siap ader file sume cuma kedai tu sempit and agak usnag, so nampak cam berserabut jek. belek punyer belek dier kuarkan satu report yg lebey kurang psl project yg nk wat tu. at the same tyme die kuarkan device tu. price nye, mak aiiih RM250 satu!!

saye x berani nk beli sbb code x same, so die bg saye copy report tu & soh saye balik study!aaaaa, plak daaa...aunty, saye ni mechanical maaa, u soh i study bab2 electrical plak...nk jek ckp camtu kat die.*sigh*

balik la dgn rase frust cikit2, but sumehow i felt grateful sbb dpt cr complete circuit. cuma, sensitvity saye x tau, tu yg kena balik meeting kat ofis dl ngn Suwandi & En Win.=(

jalan2 kat sepanjang deretan kedai kat Jalan Pasar terasa mcm kat Chowkit lak.rugi jek x bwe nikon tu...mcm2 aksi ader. saye jalan sorang2 tau, pergh independent tol sejak duer menjak ni hehe...=)

shopping??tentulah pergi hehe. Chic Avenue was my feveret. suke sgt bl color yg mmg saye cr tu ader. i adore satu baju, kale itam, unique n menarik, tp my sis tak bg saye beli sbb katenye baju tu nmpak shape sbb kain die terlalu lembut. mmg pon, mmg seksi jugak rsenye hehe.*sengal*

belek2 tshirt, berkenan kat 2 helai. satu mahal gle, satu bse2 jek...termenung lagi kat situ..tambah tolak bahagi campur, ermmm, terpksa letak yg mahal tu. *frown*

aish, sejak dok intern ni saye lg jimat rsenye. sbb duit tu mengalir utk byk mnde.wawawa, hurm...x sukenyer~ 

saye jumpa chik kali ni, dh besar die, dh form 3..mse saye pg rumah die mlm tu saye buat bodo jek. tunggu die tego saye. saye lepak2 dpn small garden umah die, die dtg tegur.he told me pasal result die exam baru ni..dgn org len die x cerita tp dgn saye sume die btau..as usual, saye jd pendgr setia. saye btau die solat takley tinggal sbb x berkat belajar. pendek kata byk jugak la saye bebel kat die mlm tu hehe..sian kamu!~

ke'busy' an menyebabkan kami agak susah nk jumpa. hurm, tu la bl dh makin meningkat dewasa ni, byk lagi tanggungjawab nk kena setel.tu yg susah nk jumpa kazens sume...

with ♥,

Widuri

Lyrics:

Di suatu senja

Di musim yang lalu

Ketika itu hujan rintik

Terpukau aku

Menatap wajahmu

Di remang cahaya sinar pelangi

Lalu engkau tersenyum

Ku menyesali diri

Tak tahu apakah erti senyummu

Dengan mengusap titik airmata

Engkau bisikkan deritamu

Tersentuh hati dalam keharuan

Setelah tahu apa yang terjadi

Sekian lamanya engkau

Hidup seorang diri

Ku ingin membalut luka hatimu

http://www.free-lyrics.org

( korus )

Widuri

Elok bagai rembulan... oh sayang

Widuri

Indah bagai lukisan

Widuri

Bukalah pintu hati untukku

Widuri

Ku akan menyayangi

(Widuri oh widuri)

(Ku selalu menyayangi)

if la ader org tuju lagu ni kat saye..wow, bestnye~ 

with ♥,

Akmal Asra

to the owner named as above hehe...
Happy Birthday dik, u've grown a s big big and big =D
hehe..btw let me tell u the story Ok!~

01/04/09- tido agak lewat lepas men futsall. bdn peluh2...makan nasi kerabu kol 11 mlm lepak2 dpn lappy..layan full house jap ^^V
mak marah mandi tgh mlm but buat jugak haha..solat isyak sume n masuk tido around 12 suku camtu...(i forgot sumething, adeiiiii...) dgn lenanye saye tido, mimpi indah~
02/04/09- 9.00am sumething vibarted in my pocket.owh, phone ni len bena bunyi, bukan msg ni...erm, reminder myb. tp meeting ape lak saye kena attend. then when glanced at the screen suddenly the name appears "akmal asra's birthday" owh gosh..my adik =)
should i give him a call or texting a msg??? kang die ade kelas lak and saye pon tgh keja.hurmmm...just msg him finally...

akmal, akak lupe nk wish semalam..T_T, myb too tired and mata dh nmpak bntal. so i felt asleep shj~ hehe. apepon, thnks for the msg that u replied me later on...*secret2x*

pesan dr seorang kakak buat adek,
i noe u'r too busy right now,
but sumehow dun forget about stdy n i noe u'r not aite???
kalo nk nasihat bab agama, i think u knw more than me hehe...
but,
ingat satu mnde walaupon semua org selalu repeat mnde ni
" jage solat,diri, jgn hanyut dgn dunia muda skrg dan jadikan Alquran sbg pembuka dlm hari2 mu nnt, bukan lagu2 yg mengasyikkan..."

gtg, waktu rehat kejap jek syg...do keep in touch... & i will see u soon...=D

with ♥,

My Little Kittens

hey look at them..so cute and doting.manja2 ngn mama die.ni yg syahdu ney...mama die nama MIMI, baby tu kaler putih is mine..i called him as Lolipop =D , and the black one tu khadijah punyer, Aswad...balik kerja nilah menda pertama yg kami carik dl...hehe...
love you, sayang2x!!~
dun be so naughty2 kay, jage umah bek2 biler ktorg tinggal g kerja.muah~~

with ♥,

Friendly Match

PETRONAS Gas Berhad Vs. PETRONAS Carigali Sdn. Bhd
Venue: Court Basketball dpn Kopetro, Kerteh
Refree: Mr Ruzwin
Teams: 4 teams (2 PGB 2 PCSB)

to be honest, i'm not really good in futsal...men cam cikai jek and absolutely i hate football(futsal pon kire gak r sbb sepak2 bola). once again, i fall for it when i came here.*weirdo!!*
tp, mlm ni saye turun gak men since team saye yg lawan smlm men hari ni. haha, everyone pakai baju merah, saye jek baju koko..i'm not prepared for i and last minute saye br tau kena pakai bju merah -__-"
to be surprised, dtg jek i smell sumeone yg mmg saye kenal sgt lah...kat ofis hari2 bau tu..=D
yes, En Win u'r here!!!cess, u told me u pg maen golf mlm sls and rabu. alih2 jd refree laksss hehe. lagi satu dtg2 jumpa azreen, my rumet aka my best bud. adeeiii..why???yela die kat PCSB hoho..die yg terkejut tgk saye men futsal, yela she knew me dh bape lame sbg ssorg yg anti-bola sepak...well, people changed dear.hurmmm

men liga...saye men dh nk last2, beserlah beginner takkan nk bg men awal2, lingkup r team PGB.*sengih2 cam kerang*
btw, a bit not ready to play play since ader SV yg siap jd refree n also kak hasmah yg turun bg support...but just play for fun heeee~
team ktorg kalah ngn PCSB , menang ngn PGB(team lg satu), pastu ader seri yg lawan PCSB yg team satu lg.overall, puas hati la, seronok2..dpt join team PGB...*clap2x*
(*____________________*)V


esok saye nk g kerja..owh tidak jumpa En win lg..waaa~
mest kena gelak sbb x pndai maen.wuwuwuw~

btw: i bought a ticket alrdy, yeayyyy~

Kisah Tomato

Kamu suke tomato???heee, itu fevered saye gnti buah limau.hurmm, sedaaap. Dl saye x suke sgt…eei, makan tomato mcm telan ubat, tp skrg tomato is compulsory utk saye ambil dlm sehari. Xmakan tomato xley duduk rse. Ketagih yer…hiks!~

b4 saye teruskan, let me summarize benefit of this buah, hurmmm..(ni cr kat internet taw...dan disahkan oleh SIRIM hehe...^^V) ..xpon kalo rajen, nnt ley bukak link ni eh

	Prevents/Heals Certain Types of Cancer
	Good for Coronary Heart Health
	Reduces high blood pressure (Hypertension)
	Prevents Diarrhea
	Soothes Eye Irritation
	Cleanses and revitalizes the skin
	Heals Sunburn
	Heals Wounds and Sores
	Supports Liver Health

Saye akan pastikan setiap kali pasar malam, mst beli tomato. Jdkan stock dlm fridge.makan malam2 smbil layan muvee or wat report yg membosankan -___-“

Tp, saye ader kisah di sebalik buah tomato ni..hurm, I went to pasar mlm la..kalo nk tau, perangai saye suke beli buah tomato yg besar2 mcm buah epal merah yg manis tu. So kire saye x pernah rse la tomato yg bersaiz kecik sikit ni. Konon ego yg melangit la kan..x kecik2 x pandang pon…hehe

Mase kat pasar tu, as usual, saye g cr buah tomato yg besar2 & segar2..ader satu kedai ni tomato yg die jual kecik2, nmpak x menarik. Mahal lak tu bila saye tnyer. Lps tu saye ltk balik n pergi kat kedai sebelahnye. Kebetulan kat situ ader jual tomato besar(sprt yg saye cr lah)..saye terus beli wpon harga die agak mahal jugak..

Minggu selepasnye, saye g beli kat pasar malam lg, tp xde buah tomato yg besar2 sume kecik2…nak tak nak kena beli gak, saye fikir sbb stock kat umah da nk abis. I just bought laa. Balik umah, bila try makan…mak aihhh, SEDAPPnyerrrrrr….manis, juicy, rapuh dan mmg best rse buah tomato kecik ni. Bukan baby tomato tp tomato yg agak kecik saiznye. Saye buat conclusion, yg kecik lg sedap dry g besar.

Waaa, itu lesson learn utk saye. Len kali rupa tu letak no 2. Walaupon besar cntik, x semestinya sedap. Sama jugak dgn manusia, x semestinya handsome or sweet talker tu adalah yg terbaik..wpon pd awlnye we tought they r the right person. Ingatnye, RUPA no 2…yg kat dlm tu dok kat tangga teratas oK!~

I learnt something from tomato…=)

my Tomatoman wheee~

Futsal

"akak, saye mmg x reti nk men futsal ni...kaki saye mmg teramat bangku..."
"ala, xpe..awak sepak jek bg masuk gol.."
"saye tak pernah men ni..kang wat malu team jek"
"xyah malu...akak pon bukan pndai gak.."

haaa, mcm tak caye jek saye maen futsal. never imagine utk maen sbb as mentioned earlier saye mmg bangku kakinyer..dan agak x suke bola sepak hehe. pagi tu kat ofis saye tnya En win kat paka ni tempat mane saye ley maen2? saye dah bosan gle lps balik kerja..badan terasa x fit and xde stamina.asek pancit jek malam2. hurm, mcm tau2 jek when all of sudden khadijah call ajak men futsal..owh, can belierve it gosh!!~

btau En win hehe, dia kate g r maen..(baek tak saye, sume mnde nk cter kat SV..) SV lak siap bg support..greenlight =D, owh lala~
ptg tu, saye pg men kat MAstercraft dkt Paka..sampai2 jek mmg saye terkejut..

"ape ni kak, tempat cam cmpur ngn laki jek..segan sayer.."
"ala, dieorg x tgk awk mennyer..." kakak tu sengih kat saye..OMG!!!
altoghter 11 players sume..ape r, masuk2 terus maen, x warming up langsung. mmg wat keja gle ni saye rase..def, mmg ngaku r saye kaki bangku..-__-"
nk sepak bola pon xreti maa..pasukan lawan gle r teror.lol.
sekali tu ntah mcm mane team lawan nk sepak bola kena sayer..senak perut..nsb bek tak nanges...lpas tu terus saye jd semngat maen...hehe..terus masuk gol sekali tendang... i think i need to have bundle of *enforcement* dl baru pndai men.hehe..
haa, byk kali gak kena bola..mmg memalukan laaaa T_T

finally, we ends up kol 7pm..terasa pancit gle2...but then, bg saye agak menghappykan when dpt sumbat 2 gol for my team.kami dpt 2 jek gol..byk yg tersasar jauhhhh dr gol. sampai ade akak tegor saye.
"tikah, gol kat tengah la, bukan kiri.."
"alaaa, ni 1st tyme saye men, 1st tyme saye tndang bola..kire aci r tu..huhu..kang saye ni kaki bangku"
dak2 len gelak jek kat saye...ngehngeh~

abis men x cooling down.terus jek balik umah..tempah penyakit sungguh petang tu.mlm tu tido awal gle, tp b4 tu sempat agi drive g ofis sbb tertinggal broadband.balik tu drive dgn rse ngantuk..bahaya betol...hehe, fyi..smpai skrg sakit urat.sakit belakang..hehe..sbb ********
len kali pndai r wat lgi~
apepon Futsal SGT2 BESTTTTT..
reminder: len kali warming up and ends mest cooling down dulu....hehe ^^V

p/s: saye x pandai nk menceritakan bgaimana suasana itu terjadi..but believe me its such a happening game at all =)

Problem that i faced...

geram sgt dgn tenet broadband saye ni..tgk la betapa buruknye layout blog saye. habis sume link member2 hilang..kosong000000~~~
nk tulis blog pon xde mood sgt skrg ni.pitty of me...tambah2 kerja byk..adoiyaa...-__-"
ni pon curik2 mase tulis pakai pc office.laptop sendiri pon memeningkan.hehe...nasib la badan..nnt la saye update later, myb x sekerap dl kot..but i'm promise that wont let this blog mattiiiii~
gtg dear...lapar..
hugs & kisses

new Look

1st of all,deeply sory if ur links takde dlm blog ni..as u see guys, blog ni dlm tempoh maintenance hehe..honestly saye kurang selesa gak nk pakai layout nie, tp at least i try sumthing new. try to forget the past and face the new one -__-"
the old one disappear sbb tersalah klick, like in a blink of eyes it's gone. and x dpt nk recover balik..too sad for me T_T
tp, kalo x tersilap mst i keep on using the old one n till now mnde tu wujud without improvement hehe...

once again i still choose white as my background instead of having a 'colourful' one. xkshla wutever people will said as long as i think it can suite with my mood =D. cume ia agak plain & dull. hee, nntlah, i'll think on how to deco2 this mnde alah nih..spent byk mase utk bermain dgn coding2 html..i guest others lg teror kan nk add/delete or create our own code..i just use my basic C++ hehe..nway, gtg..here 1 song from me to all readers...muahhxx~

Supergirl~ Raemonn
Supergirl
You can tell by the way
She walks that she’s my girl
You can tell by the way she talks she rules the world
You can see in her eyes that no one is her chi
She’s my girl my supergirl
And then she’d say it’s ok I got lost on the way
But I’m a supergirl and supergirls don’t cry
And she’d say it’s allright I got home late last night
But I’m a supergirl and supergirls just fly
And then she’d say that nothing can go wrong
When you’re in love what can go wrong
And then she’d laugh the night time into the day
Pushing her fears further along
And then she’d say it’s ok I got lost on the way
But I’m a supergirl and supergirls don’t cry
And she’d say it’s allright I got home late last night
But I’m a supergirl and supergirls just fly
Then she’d shout down the line tell me she’s got no more time
Cause she’s a supergirl and supergirls don’t cry
Then she’d scream in my face tell me to leave leave this place
Cause she’s a supergirl and supergirls just fly
She’s a supergirl a supergirl
She’s sowing seeds she’s burning trees
She’s sowing seeds she’s burning trees
She’s a supergirl a supergirl
A supergirl my supergirl


with ♥,

=)

i'm bored!~
tomorrow i'll be alone again, everybody left me
but stay SINGLE is such so so happy. @_^V

I'm single.
That's one sentence I'm not afraid to say.
Being single is great.
I wouldn't give it up for a minute.
I'm not saying being in a relationship is bad.
Having someone to love is a beautiful thing...
If you don't have all the problems.
By problems I mean the arguing, the sadness, the heartaches and breaks, the rules, the expectations, the lies and deceit.
Being single means being without all those things.
At least when it comes to having a partner.

I'm single.
And I love it..

*********
atikah saari

nasib kurang baik

sy perasan my late posts x byk gmbr, aish...arini saye nk upload byk gmbr from my hobbies(photogrphy lah hehe)nway, saye dh jumpa 2 muvee yg sudah terlalu lame saye cari, which r Secret Garden & Return To the Blue Lagoon..both muvee tahun 1993 ngn 1991,tyme tu saye kecik2 agie hehe. Secret Garden tu saye tgk mse drajah 2 kot ke darjah 1. pastu Return to the Blue Lagoon
(RtBL) tu rsenye ktk drjah 3.cmtu laa lebey kurang, sdh x ingat maa.scenery cter RtBL mmg cntik gle, pulau lah katakan. kalo mse kecik2 dl, saye mmg admire kat hero die nama Richard..ngade, *wheee*

Milla Jovovich (Lili) and Brian Krause(Richard)

then Secret Garden lak, dsbbkan tgk cte tu saye nk umah saye ader kebun rose yg besar dan cantik. ngamuk2 dl kat ayah soh tanam. at last, kat umah saye, kat pagar lah, ader rose bush smpai skrg =D

mary lennox....

Dickon, Mary and Colin

perasaan tyme dpt search muvee tu mmg melangitlah happynye ^^V
thnks to abg JA sbb bg installer tu kat saye, so happy~

ptg smlm saye ke KDRP, teman kak dayah main squash...

napelah saye ley lupa nk bwe raket saye tyme balik 2/3 ari lps.xpe2, insya Allah saye blik lak 18 ni.nk g amik raket ngn wat lesen baru.ekeke..kat utp dl, saye xde minat pon nk men squash. dl saye men basketball, volley, netball n plg suke badminton. pingpon maen jugak.hehe.pendek kate saye men sume tolak tennis ngn squash++ futsal. tennis pernah men, tp xRETI ok!
tp skrg saye rse saye suke squash.saye x rse squash ni susah, at least squash ley main sorang. pukul jek dinding tu kuat2.ahaha =S
smlm saye tgk adek2 kecik maen squash, mak ayah dieorg bg support. 100% support.
BAGUS r, nnt my kids pon nk soh men jugak r n of cos i will give my full support, TAPIIII, akademik kena no 1.hehe....(future plan ni...=D



then, p lepak2 kat pantai blkg KDRP, wif my camera lah. this tyme kak dayah jd my model.(pic len kali upload eh..)...ader incidents yg berlaku..T_T
the 1st one, ms saye duduk tgk nk snap close up utk shell, ttb ombak dtg n, bushhhhh, basahla suar track ngn sport shoes saye...hukhuk, nsb bek kamera sempat angkat. if not menangis x berlagu r ptg tu.. then my kazen call, tyme tu nk balik dh r. die cte kisah sedey dier, saye layan jek. bg nasihat ape2 yg patut. mse nk langkah pagar dawai berduri KDRP, sekali lg, aaaaa...suar lekat kat dawai, koyak sikit kat lutut.hoho(malu2....nsb bek xde org..)
sedey btol lahhhh....

mula2 sampai, hehe...

kak dayah-model sementara =D

x sunset lagi ni...langit biru+kuning..CANTIK

sunset balik bukit....kak dayah ajak saye balik daa~

hari makin gelap, dah nk malam....T_T

mlm lak, mse g dnner, saye nye kena plg mahal...aish, serba x kena ari ni...start dr pagi smpai mlm, ader jek yg x patut happen berlaku jugak...(sedey2 T_T)

apepon ader satu berita yg plg buat saye gembira bl die btau saye die dpt offer keja kat NOrway.next month die fly.alhamdulillah, Allah syg kamu sesungguhnya..i'm proud of u, so much i do.haha..sumetymes we can't predict wut will happen to our life in the future.hurm, like me now, ari ni ley bergelak2 ketawa tp ptg karang who noes wut will happen.

frankly speaking, bg saye, saye tidak mahu memberi harapan kpd sesiapa utk mase skrg. tiada kata2 manis utk dijanjikan yg boley buat kalian senang hati sbb saye sedar saya hanyalah hamba Allah yg daif, x mampu nk menjanjikan sst. hati manusia boley berubah dlm sekelip mata..so, to be safe, saye pegang kata2 ni "honour comes before LOVE"..tidak mahu bercinta utk mse terdekat dan mempunyai ikatan istimewa dgn sesiapa shj exp my family laaa. bg saye biarlah cinta itu hadir sendiri slps 3 or 4 tahun lagi.dan plg tepat slps kahwin.insyaAllah ^^V
bak kata fatin nabila, "stay single itu happy"...."betol betol betol"...jawab upin lak..=P

dgn siapa, saye tak tahu. tp saye akan terima die dgn seadanya, kekurangan dan juga kelebihan die..aamin.Allah Maha Mengetahui siapa dia n saya akan pastikan die bukan calang2 org.(means bukan kenal 5/ 6 bulan ley terus jatuh cinta...hehe) & if die adalah pilihan org tua saye, kalo elok dgn saye, maka saye akan terima..
(owh, sudah post bab2 yg terjiwang..aish, x suke tp itu sebuah kenyataan rasmi)

p/s: atikah mahu undur diri sbb die nk masak spagetti utk kak zura yg die cyg..~
LOve~

salam Maulidur rasul....

alhamdulillah, sampai jugak saya akhirnya kat paka ni. hurm, ayah anto kan hehe.mmg agak rase sgt2 xnk susahkan ayah n mak & berat hati lagi2 bila tgk mak yg tgk sakit kaki mcm tu, tp dieorg sanggup anta saye jugak, and semata2 xnk bg saye tumpang dgn that person. x elok....kata mereka..aish, kenapalah mereka sanggup bersusah pyh utk jage n besarkan saye, selalu pesan n ingatkan saye utk jage diri elok2...sedangkan saye sendiri mcm amik x ksah jek dgn diri..(pls dun misunderstood guys~), tak kisah kat sini means saya mcm x pk pnjang cth la mcm nk tumpang org balik paka...n that person adalah lelaki.dlm kepala otak saye tyme tu sbb xnk susahkan mak ayah utk hntar saye memandangkan tket bas dah abis..alhamdulillah nsb bek x jd...nsb bek Allah selamatkan semuanya...

lepas ni, saye janji dgn diri utk jage diri sebaik mungkin...lps ni saye xkan amik mudah dgn setiap tindakan, betapa saye sgt beharga kpd mak ayah, sehingga mrk sanggup buat ape shj utk saye, cuma saye jek yg terkabur dek lamunan dan angan2 yg ntah ape2..kata mak," ayah mampu lgi utk jemput kah kat paka...jgn bimbang"

i guest bl org bace ni they might think saye anak bongsu yg sgt manja, x pndai nk berdikari.pergi balik ayah jemput hehe..guys, u can say anything about me tp hakikatnye saye x sebegitu. manja itu fitrah, lgi2 bl jd anak bongsu,sebenarnye saye xsuke bl org kate saye manja. yer, saye akui saye manja tp hanya apabila dgn keluarga dan kawan2 rapat shj. bl brd kat ofis or kat uni saye adalah atikah saari bukan adik, angah, usu, kah, ika or iqah... =S

pesan saye utk sesiapa di luar sane, jagelah hati anda. kadang2 kter terlalu mudah utk memberi dan mempercayai ssorg(pesanan ini xde kaitan dgn entry di atas =P )....masanya akan tiba, ambillah mase yg ader utk belajar mengenali org di sekeliling kalian, jika ader kekurangan & salah silap mrk, tutup jek mata sebelah itu sbb setiap org itu unik, pelbagai dan takde manusia yg sempurna kat dunia ni. tutup mata tu bukan bermkna kt x ksh langsung, just spy sume tu x lekat di hati dan menjd dendam di hati...n yg penting jugak, kt belajar utk jd manusia yg sempurna walaupon kt tahu manusia ideal x pernah wujud kecuali Nabi Muhammad SAW utk kt jadikan sebagai idola yg sebetul2nya =D

lastly, SALAM MAULIDUR RASUL buat semua..

Tagged by Aiza

owh aiza dear, u noe betapa saya mls nk wat ni..but thinking bout u...ok2... let do it...nnt aiza majookkk..i x reti nk pujuk =P

describe 10 things bout da person who tag u

1. hurm, she loves GNC so much, but mse sy tgh buat tag ni, die tgh majuk ngn GNC..hehe
2. happy go lucky =S
3. tgh mengamalkan product Herbal Life(i noe from her blog..hehe)
4. da pndai tulis blog...skrg header dier ader rumput lak, dl ader kpla patung yg comel..=D
5. teman chatting mase kerja..(selalu pm die tyme kat opis, lurve to chat with her.wheee~..)
6. b4 forget, die ader moto kaler ijau nama ADAm..(i wish i can nek moto ngn die lg...dl pernah naek mse convo 2007, tyme jage kayak^^V)
7. dier ni aktif ber'event...final year pasni nk join event lg ker????
8. die penyimpan rahsia yg bek & i did trust her wpon die ade tulis psl gossip dlm blog die, ekeke
9. caring...ye ker??ahaha, i think she really cares for her friends...am i aite aiza???(sbb ko tnye gigi ak dh ok ke tak..tu kire ko care r... =)
10. err, wut else eh....owh yea..she's one of my friend...thnks aiza!~

ni plak nk describe psl diri sendiri (owh, saye sgt maloooo....) -__-"
sy cte psl mnde current la eh, yg basic2 tu xyah la...selalu sgt daa..hehe

1. gembira dpt intern kat Inspection Dpmt, PGB POD, Paka @ Kerteh(sbb officemates sume best, seyes..i'm gonna miss them once i leave this july T_T)
2. alwys spend mase kat pntai, snapping some beautiful scenery..its cool guys!~
3. suke jd loyar buruk skrg, hehe..pengaruh dr ssorg kat tempat keja=D
4. jatuh centa dgn DSLR....really wish to have one..@_@
5. bela sekor kucing nama MIMI kat umah paka...konon nk lepas rindu kat BABY laa
   
6. nak abis lesen P daa (18 march ni, hehe) org len da berzaman abis P
7. suke layan anime tp xsuke layan cte jiwang2 & cinte2
8. msih x pndai nk bergaya mcm perempuan melayu terakhir
9. suke dok kat Paka sbb ader kak zura yg sgt bek hati n kak dayah yg sntiasa jd pendgr setia
10. appreciate sume mnde yg die bg..n fall for his cute staff(juz look at my gtalk pic...that small car)..thnks En win, u'r such a great SV n my close friend here @ paka, INSA.

yeay, sudah siap ini keja...nway, mcm che yah gak, xmo tag org...hehe, sape nk wat anda boley wat..sbb saye tau anda 'rajen'..yer, silakan.ehehe

to aiza,
dah2 la tu majuk...hehe..nnt kt balik utp eh, nek tikar terbang..kejap jek smpai...*wink*

My baby teeth

ari ni saket gigi...bukan gigi berlubang ke rosak ape. tp gigi bongsu nk 'tumbuh'. kalo org len, depanye gigi jarang yg kuar dua2 sekaligus, but mine nye duer2 berebut nk kuar. yg effect teruk adalah saya. yg menangis kat office td pon adalah saya. yg takley makan seharian pon saye....yg xley senyum n ckp byk2 pon saye...pendeknye sume saye yg kena tannggung...tp, mmg saket r...x tau nk describe cane. cuma org2 kat ofis ckp..." laa, rupanye selama ni ko bdk kecik agi ke tkah???.."
mmg saye msih bdk2 pon, lps baby teeth ni kuar, br jd besar...erm, kalo dlm cte heavenly forest pon, heroin die mati pon lps baby tooth die tercabut...T_T

then, utk ilangkan sakit gigi tu...i went to pharmacy, beli ubat abes RM 12.mahal laaa...=(
alhamdulillah, ia berkesan...n boley la buat keja sikit mlm nie...\(^_^)/
esok x keja, cuti d terengganu, sultan punya pasal laa ni. bgus2, daulat tuanku..hehe
rumet da balik, esok pg kak dayah balik gak. left me n kak zura. ptg khmis saya lak balik umah...cant wait for that moment...^^
n of cos i'll miss all of them...rindu kak zura, rumet, kak dayah...last but not least ms syikin kat UTp..hehe